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Wednesday
Jul152009

Cadiz, Spain

Published in Jackmagazine.com July 2004, A Century is Nothing, 2012.

In October, 2001 he moved into broken fall sunlight past Neoclassical Spanish stone cathedrals holding gigantic silent iron bells and walked to the Torre Tavira Tower and the Camera Obscura at the intersection of Marques del Real Tesoro and Sacramento.

Cadiz, Spain was famous for its dominating watchtowers during the prosperous period of trade in the 18th century. The tower was built in the baroque style as part of the palace of the Marquis of Recano. It was named for it’s first watchman, Antonio Tavira and appointed the official watchtower of the town in 1778.

The Camera Obscura projected a live 360 degree moving image of Cadiz. A native pointed out the imported rubber trees from Brazil, Mercado central market, political and religious buildings.

Display maps showed red lined geographical expansion since 1600. They depict ocean explorations to Central and South America, Africa and Northern Europe.

The Phoenicians founded Cadiz in 1100 BC. making it the oldest city in Europe. Romans called it Gadir, established a navel base and traded amber and tin.

Columbus sailed from Palos de la Frontera, north of Cadiz, in 1492 having received a cedula real or royal document after the abbot, Juan Perez, a former confessor of Queen Isabel took up his cause. It granted Columbus 100 men and three vessels.

Sir Francis Drake raided the harbor in 1587. Cadiz’s golden age was the 18th century when they controlled 75% of trade with the Americas. This contributed to it’s development as a progressive city with a liberal middle class and imported architecture.

The Napoleonic Wars and British warships blocked the city after shattering the Spanish Fleet at the Battle of Trafalgar in 1805. Spain turned against France and Cadiz withstood a two-year siege from 1810-1812 against Napoleon. In 1812 delegates in Cadiz adopted the first Spanish constitution followed by years of ideological struggle.

Cadiz architecture is noted for it’s clean restrained lines of Roman and Greek ideals with harmony and proportion. Elegant courtyards feature classical squares, circles, triangles, columns and rounded arcades.

Twilight was in a hurry toward night as a million birds sang in huge banyan trees with roots spreading the gospel in Plaza de Mina, outside the Museum of Cadiz. He walked up the stairs and through huge brass doors. A marble sculpture of David glowered down.

The receptionist asked where he was from. There was a male guard with her. Their visitor was silent.

“Where are you from,” spitting his angry Spanish and the visitor didn’t answer, knowing it was free for Europeans and 1.5 Euros for foreigners.

In fractured Spanish he said, “I am from heaven,” pointing up at a finely wrought ceiling covered in tapestries, “down to have a look around.” This threw them off because they’d never met an angel before.

The guard, busy hustling the receptionist, wanted to get rid of the shape shifter.

“Are you from Germany? English?”

“No, really, I am from heaven,” he replied, extracting money when the receptionist offered a ticket. “Go ahead, it’s free.” A little stupidity went a long way when it came to saving a Euro just to see Iberian history.

“Gracias,” he said and climbed marble stairs.

Greeks and Phoenicians introduced the potter’s wheel, writing, olive tree, donkey and hen to Spain. They replaced iron with bronze. Metals became currencies. People developed agriculture and expanding populations constructed walls, towers and castles for security.

Romans contributed aqueducts, temples, theaters, circuses, and baths. They gave the Iberian peninsula Castilian language based on 2,000 year old Latin. Their desire, wanderlust and greed built roads, establishing communities to satisfy their impulse for cuisine, sex, music and trade expanding their nation state.

The Museo de Cadiz was filled with Roman artifacts. He wandered through archeological epoch discoveries from settlements in Gades along the coast extending inland to Seville and Cordoba.

He found estuaries, towns, villages, isolated tight white pueblos, rooms full of coins, maps, heads, pottery, faces, vases and dynasties. He absorbed ruins, Roman legion armor, burial sites, aqueduct maps, temples, theaters, masks, busts, sculptures, marble, glass, utensils, sewing bones. Human remains inside stoned chambers. Bones resting in dust.

Being a dust collector he felt right at home.
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The realities of a small Spanish village Christopher Colon left centuries ago were not wasted. Everyone sailed for the new world after Phoenicians came sailing through from the eastern Mediterranean 3,000 years ago.

Spanish conquistadors sailed for the Seven Cities of Gold taking them to Mexico and north to Santa Fe, with their murderous desire for greed and wealth.

They found songs and ceremony as the Anasazi and Zuni Indians connected with the spirit world.

In 1543 a Spanish explorer, Anbrio de Espejo, discovered El Morro, New Mexico. He described it as “the pool at the great rock” because a source of water meant survival in the harsh environment.

Don Juan de Onate, another Spanish explorer, carved his name on the soft sandstone walls in 1605. He was responsible for killing hundreds of Indian men, women and children in his quest for gold as he rampaged through the Southwest. His legacy was European black death. His silver sword severed one foot from every Indian warrior he met.

They converted the natives with promises of salvation as bibles and swords dripped blood. They exported silver and gold to Cadiz where the Spanish crown took their 20%, called the quinto real, or royal fifth before Antonio Tavira was born.

A tossed coin landed on its edge. Picaros, the card and dice gypsy tricksters, moved into his Cadiz neighborhood selling a game of chance.

Civilization’s endless story continued with the Spanish whiners on one side and the Spanish complainers on the other. They blamed the weather.

He’d noticed with increasing frequency how people stood on the shady side of the street complaining about how cold it was instead of walking into the sun.

The Spanish Inquisition started in 1481. Over three centuries tribunals were responsible for 12,000 deaths.

In 1492 a bankrupt Isabel and Fernando monarchy expelled 200,0000 Jews from Spain who refused Christian baptism. The middle class was decimated by the church, state and landlords. Money, power and control.

Church bells pealed eternal melancholy songs of hope and redemption across from the Castelilo de Santa Catalina the main citadel of Cadiz built in 1598.

Near the sea, Sophia from Panama, pointed to her exhibit. Sand littered with footprints covered the floor. Yellow candles, icons and a huge black and white image of a Central America jungle warrior in a loincloth and feathered skull stood at the far end of the interactive display. Colorful exotic travel brochures were fanned out on a table.

In the center of the empty room encased in glass was a transparent reality. A TV with wires showed Panamanian women dancing black and white rituals.
“People are afraid to go in there,” she said.

Her dark eyes were brilliant. The sound of Spanish men hammering their construction anger without success at a church filled with bloody icons faded as Atlantic waves cleaned the world of perception.

“Maybe they’ve lost their curiosity,” he said pronouncing each letter.
“It appears so. We have to encourage them to go in.”

“It’s a time warp,” he said. “I sat in the flower market yesterday counting the number of smiling faces and only saw four in an hour. The people here wear a sadness.”

“It’s the way they live. They study the stones at their feet when they walk.”
“Yes, they are in love with the street. The beauty of the street. It is an old love.”

“Love is fickle,” she said dancing with an unlit cigarette in her hand outside the exhibition hall. They stood on white marble steps hearing the ocean wear down Spanish land. She spelled English words on the palm of her hand.

“You have to learn Spanish,” she whispered.

He wanted her. He desired to tell her she was beautiful in her language. Her own sweet particular language full of verbs, prepositions, proposals, poetry.

“Will you be here tomorrow?”

Sophia danced away. “It’s all random when I will be here.”

While they were speaking someone blew up a Coca-Cola plant in India. There were some pissed off humans in the world. So much for sugar consumption in the caste system. A low fat diet of fear and poverty took care of minimum daily requirements.

Out past high stone walls full of rusty cannons a cruise ship decked with white lights running stem to stern sailed toward Lisbon from Cadiz in the gathering dusk. The bow cut white water.

People afraid to fly, afraid to lose their luggage and fears in a compressed tin can at 31,000 feet carried a life vest. Their pockets were full of heavy change that would drown them if they capsized.

They waited for the captain to say “All hands on deck!” before being put ashore to figure out new survival strategies among natives. They would exchange gifts. They would import disease, firepower and religion meeting humans who ate the hearts of their enemies to increase their strength.

Survivors met a tribal chief deep in the Amazon. “The problem is,” the chief said, “is that we have the time and you have the machines and watches to control the time.”

“I know what you mean,” said a European banker. “They give you a watch when you retire but not enough time to wind it.”

He said adios to Sophia and wandered into a room containing beautiful black handmade fans with Spanish tributes to Federico Garcia Lorca. He was assassinated during the Spanish civil war in 1936 by the Black Squadron for his homosexuality and leftist leanings.

He belonged to the Generation of ‘27 with Dali and Brunuel. He identified with the marginalized gitanos and woman chained to conventional social expectations in Andalusia. He wrote dramatic plays about entrapment, liberation, passion and repression.

A long red scarf lay draped over a single rattan chair. Invisible wires held black fans decorated with peacock feathers and rainbow colors suspended in silence.

Across the street outside the Spanish cathedral a bride threw her wedding bouquet into the sky as friends pelted her with white rice containing 50,000 genes.

Humans with 30,000 genes looked up as it rained flowers. Her friends, neighbors and strangers were overcome by the scent of wild forbidden fragrances drifting from the sky. They scrambled, pushed and shoved in a desperate struggle for a petal. They started laughing and singing in perfect harmony as an orchestra played Four Seasons.

“What’s happening?” an old woman in black said to her son.
“They are celebrating the passing of an era,” he said.

She was a survivor of the Civil War in 1936 when 350,000 Spaniards died. The war divided families, communities and friends. Another 100,000 were killed or died in prison after the war. Some 500,000 fled Spain.

For decades her brothers lay in a mass grave but it was not until more than 60 years after they were shot during the war that she could reclaim what she thought were their remains.

“What better flowers to take to my mother’s grave than the bones of her son?” said 87-year-old Alvarez, waiting for DNA tests to identify her two brothers.
The rebellion started in Morocco in 1936 when Spanish Foreign Legion generals led by Franco revolted against the leftist government. German and Italian soldiers, weapons and planes shifted the balance of power to the Nationalists.

A U.N. sponsored trade boycott of Spain in the late 1940’s gave Andalusia ‘the years of hunger.’ Peasants ate wild herbs and soup made from grass. 1.5 million Andalusians left to find work elsewhere.

Now 150,000 Spaniards of all ages formed long lines, waiting for hours rain or shine, to see "Exile," an exhibition about those who disappeared during or after the war.

"Exile" recalled history with a ragtag collection of artifacts belonging to individuals, including pictures of men clutching children as they traipsed through snow into exile dragging a suitcase which would serve as a cradle in a French refugee camp.

In many cases people in villages knew where their relatives were buried. Isabel Gonzalez, 85, said she was told in the 1940’s where her brother’s grave was - by the man fascist troops had forced to dig it. For years she made clandestine visits to leave flowers, but never dared stay long in case she was caught.

“Let’s cross here,” seductive women in silk dresses said to their matador escorts in tuxedos, trailing red capes dripping blood.

They blessed themselves under petals. It was impossible for him to explain how it could rain flowers but it happened and they knew it and he whispered the truth to them, a variety of theories mixed in cosmic soup.

When old people at the wedding reception heard the word “soup” they experienced enlightenment with lentils, carrots, potatoes, bread and a sliver of ham sitting in peace near a pinion wood fire.

Spanish sisters in matching green and brown pleated skirts dragged their book bags to school past thick brown doors. Generations singing hope whispered their future to me. Women in their perpetual black habits mopped steps. Women in eternal mourning clothes paced the pavement under soundless Egyptian vulture wings with excellent vision.

Time was a flock of nightingales zooming down narrow crooked Spanish corridors under balconies dripping red geraniums looking for the key to forbidden doors with brass Arabic hands and heads.

The doors remained from Moorish forces when occupation was a way to make a living. The unassuming and tolerant gaditanos people of Cadiz and Andalusia lived the spectrum from 18th century wealth to 21st century’s unemployment figures.

Their ancestors lived with ships departing and arriving from the port beginning with Phoenicians to Romans to Spanish Armadas, Trafalgar squared, a French siege mentality and invasions by the Merenids of Morocco.

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A well dressed man bald man with gypsy blood wearing highly polished black wing tips carrying a paperback novel with creased pages used the financial section of a daily rag to collect his dog’s shit off the street. He dumped it in a metal trash basket nailed to a wall.

Five minutes later a obsessive compulsive Spanish woman cleaning her ground floor flat said, “What is that smell?”

“History,” he said walking toward the sea.

One if by land and two if by sea easy rider.

“Oh say can you see? Star light star bright first star I see tonight, I wish I may I wish I might dream the impossible dream and throw out the first ball,” sang history’s child.

“We’re headed to extra innings and the bullpens are empty,” a radio announcer crooned from a nearby navel base on armed forces radio waves, “and now this,” cutting to a commercial message from a used car salesman offering interest free, no down payment selections of the finest vehicles money could buy.

“Drive it away today,” he pleaded.
Every car on the road is a used car.

This alert was followed by a commercial for cheap fuel and a political proposal to open the Alaskan wilderness for drilling. Unemployed dentists signed up.

“The large print giveth and the small print taketh away,” said a paedophile priest brushing wild rice out of his hair. His big hand was on the little hand. Tick-tock.

A stranger passed a door named History. Arabian hands gestured the Baraka spirit. The palms formed arches. The Baraka spirit was about power and spirit energies. They were heavy duty brass knockers.

A woman polished their long fingers after sweeping and mopping the residue of dust from carefully inlaid diamond stone triangles set deep into the history of her Calle. She dumped dirty water into the street where it followed gravity as quick sparrows descended into stone canyons for nourishment.

She wore black. She wore black every day as a sign of respect for her late husband. It was the custom in Andalusia. He was engulfed by women in black.

She remembered everything about him. He was a good listener, nodding thoughtfully by the fire of their love as they admired their rooster figurines and cracked cups on the dusted mantle.

As contrite parishioners they bowed through tight wooden recesses into Sunday services at Plaza Tio de la Tiza. He nodded softly toward the street as they strolled and she talked about the weather. He studied his shiny black shoes.

“The price of meat is rising,” she said.
“It’s the fat on the bone,” he answered.

They passed a bull’s head hanging in a shattered window.

“Maybe we should consider buying a lottery ticket,” she suggested. “Help out the unemployed. All my friends say it is a chance. A once in a lifetime opportunity. We could jump through a window into a new reality with the winnings.”

“Yes,” he said, remembering her lament about the butcher. “Maybe we should cut down our consumption.”

Her husband’s hands were soft and she loved them. His favorite word was “yes,” and she couldn’t hear it enough.

They alternated walking between Plaza de Mira with its tall palms in the original city vegetable gardens; intimate Plaza del Mentidero with its huge fountain; the grand San Antonio Cathedral renovated in 1658, Teatro Plaza del Falla with its red Moorish facade and Plaza de Candeleria.

In the Plaza de la Cathedral they knelt to pray as white robed priests with a mandate from Rome guided their spirits into faith, hope and charity while administering final sacraments after hearing their confession.

Wednesday
Jul152009

Celebration Day in Ronda & Zahara

It started when he turned the key in the lock of room 12 leaving a cheap hostel in Ronda, Spain late one morning.

He walked past the corridor and spotted a dark shadow of someone entering a room down the hall. He took one more step and remembered seeing her before, down at Relax eating a large salad. He had spoken with her about the size of the tomatoes and she laughed saying it was too much food.

He stopped, took one step back and looked down the hall. They recognized each other and started laughing and talking like deranged idiots. They were filling in the blanks. He was checking out and she was checking in. Saving money.

They went to a cafe. She carried day old food in plastic bag.

Mona was from Sydney, moved through London, Paris, Lisbon, Granada and now Ronda. She had never been away from home and friends before. She didn’t like London and got out. She had relatives in Rome.

“I had to live with their rules,” she said. Hard. Her epiphany occurred in Nice, France.

“That’s when it hit me, she said, “all the loneliness, all the insecurities came piling out. I hit bottom.” This was her moment of truth. It hit her like a ton of bricks.
“I had no idea where I was or what I was doing. I started doing sitting meditations. I was in chaos.”

She made her breakthrough. She said it changed her life. She was free to move. It was about expectations. She had suffered enough, made enough wrong turns, listened to other’s bad advice about how to live and survive. She figured out only her compassion and acceptance would save her.

She moved forward with an open heart and mind.

We sat in a cafe near the Plaza de Socorro talking. She opened a can of garbanzo beans and they broke bread.

He told her about his journey, how a language dies on the planet every two weeks, about his narrator writing on mirrors, weaving magic cloth, how he finished the monster novel in August heat, threw it out and wandered away. How he jumped through a window flying across an eastern ocean under a full moon shining on waves. Beyond, beyond the great beyond.

She looked like Ingrid Bergman. A star in the universe. It puzzled him as he tried to be definitive about the resemblance. He made an image of her.

They met friends at Relax. Susan, a lively blond from North Beach studying Spanish, a dancer, a swimmer. John and Christ, friendly open minded German guys setting up their travel expedition company in Ronda.

John told them two stories, “I am a millionaire. Everyday I have a beautiful view.”

“There was a man in South America who worked and dug for gold for 40 years. Then he found some gold and exchanged it for money. He tied the money to a rope and ran through the village. Everyone said, ‘What are you doing?’ He told them, “for 40 years I have been chasing money and now money is chasing me.”

They drove to the old Roman village of Grazalema where the writer lived. It was a intimate white pueblo two room place with an enclosed patio holding 20 plants. Where he fed sparrows day old bread from the upstairs balcony overlooking the valley and mountains. Where he watched Egyptian vultures with 8’ wing span circle on high thermals.

Where he watched leaves change from green to yellow to brown and fall through air in their silence. Watching them lose their energy and return their strength to the soil and tree. They were free to fall through air and light.

In the patio was a lemon tree. Christ took three lemons and juggled. They met Jose and Silvia from Seville. We drove high into the national park stopping to walk and breath the clear air past mountains, valleys to the Mediterranean. Pure light.

We ended up at Zahara. The old abandoned tower sat on a pinnacle high above land, fields and artificial lakes. Zahara was founded by Muslims in the 8th century and fell to a Castilian prince in 1407. It was recaptured in a night raid in 1481 by Abu-al-Hasan from Granada and was the home of anarchists in the 19th century.

Somebody said George Harrison died the day before. We remembered ‘My Sweet Lord’. Somebody hummed, “I look at the world and it keeps turning. I look at you all while my guitar silently weeps.” We sat quietly inside vast plains, mountains ranges and sky.

Christ said anyone seeing the sky here would understand where Picasso got his colors. We were in the Spanish province of light. Sharp orange light painted the horizon from west to east as the sun bounced blue and green rays off El Torreon at 1654 meters, the highest mountain in Andalucia.

We climbed steep stone paths past old Roman baths past into futures. We held each other’s hands and coats inside pitch black stone step passageways toward the top of the tower.

It was magic, a kid’s day. The full moon showed a sliver of itself over mist hills and valleys to the east. Then it exploded up! It was a perfect white orb surrounded by purple, orange and blue.

We celebrated the impact being in the perfect place at the perfect time. History of Romans, Moors, Christians. Lakes stretched along the valley.

Lakes reflected moonlight. Before meditation the moon is the moon and the water is the water. During meditation the mountain is not the mountain and the water is not the water.

We were in a dream of light. Colors flashed across the sky, shooting starts came out to play. Mountains shimmered in the moonlight. The lakes were mirrors in our mind.

“In an improvisational acting class they had us do this when we made a mistake,” Susan said from the top of the tower.

She arched her back, threw her arms up and out into air and screamed, “I SUCK,” and relaxed. We laughed and understood her and the motivation in an instant. ZAP! Clearing the way with heart.

“This is the day of my dreams,” the writer said.
We took the low road back to the pueblo along lakes full of blue and silver moon light.

Susan said, “You know this would be perfect night to be able to fly. To make love in the sky.”
“Yes,” said the writer, “we could make love flying upside down then do acrobatic turns in space while connected.”

“Yes,” she said, “if the earth were a marble and dropped into the lake we could swim to the surface.”
“Yes,” he said, “and burst free and fly, glide over the mountains and plains forever”

“Yes,” she said, “just for one night.”
“Yes,” he said, “during the full moon we’d have the freedom to fly all night long.”
Their universe was yes.

They listened to sad Fado Portuguese singers as headlights shattered shadows. Moonlight danced on the water illuminating jagged gray dolomite mountains into the black sky full of shooting stars. We were all shooting stars.

Wednesday
Jul152009

Cadiz Gypsy Flat

It was a Cadiz flat with a gypsy family for a month. A room ran $500 (75,000 psts) with full board. He had a space and the family received extra cash.

Spanish gypsies left India in the 9th century. They traveled via Istanbul and Europe or through Egypt and North Africa arriving in the 15th century. Half of Spain’s 600,000 gitanos lived in Andalusia.

In 1499 Spain enacted laws intended to keep the gypsies from wandering. They were forbidden to own horses, work as blacksmiths, use Gitano names, their language or wear their clothing. They were on the outside looking in.

As a type of song, music and dance, flamenco was introduced by the Gypsies in the 18th century. The essence of flamenco is the depth of a deep song or cante jondo, a lament of the marginalized gitano. Early forms featured the accompaniment of a single hammer striking an anvil. Gypsy work.

Amelia, an overweight diabetic ate extremely fast, her unemployed husband Jasus who resembled Icabod Crane and son Jasus II, 20.

The son was a mental case; studied engineering in school played computer games and laid around their microscopic flat watching soccer on television with the volume on full blast.

His father made ends meet by selling cheap scarves on a table along chipped battered walls outside the market across from his local bar. It was a small town and everyone knew everyone. C’ la vie.

Another resident was Dortmund, a gay German flight attendant for an international airline working the South American circuit. He had a room in the apartment for a month while improving his Spanish with a private teacher. They talked from 9-12 every day.

One day in the kitchen he said, “It’s great being here, no one knows where I am and I like it like that. Nothing to do but study.” He carried a mobile.

This wasn’t exactly true. They met one day in an internet cafe.

“Hi Dortmund. How’s it going?”

“Great, I’m on-line with a boy in Germany. This is a great chat room. We’re talking about getting together when my studies are finished.”

He spent a lot of time chatting with boys on-line in Cadiz and looking at his mobile. The city was a relaxed place for his encounters with young boys at night when bars and cafes spilled people into streets and he was very happy. Spanish was the language of love. It smelled like exotic perfume. Forbidden fruit hung heavy throughout the city. Young and ripe for the picking.

The ghost’s Cadiz room was small, noisy and tolerable for completing a sentence or two and gathering digital images for future reference and creative projects.

His sentence, this sentence, was a metaphor for putting in his time somewhere in the world. He liked living on the edge. He knew if he wasn’t living on the edge he was taking up too much space. He sharpened his senses there. He’d put his time in Vietnam, Bali, China, Kuwait, Saipan, Canada, OZ, Ireland, Israel, Japan, Bhutan, Tibet and then Morocco. Part and parcel of the grand adventure called life.

In Cadiz he wrote one true sentence, murdered his darlings in their sleep when their day was down, done and out. He dispersed word garbage to wheeled curbside trash containers under the cover of darkness.

Spanish men in blue collector uniforms with yellow safety stripes rolled through at midnight. They were followed by teams of men hosing down the narrow cobblestone streets. Word flotsam flooded city grates.

An immigrant man selling liquid below his balcony sang, “Don’t be fooled by cheap imitations. Everything must go. Going out of business sale.”

Yellow street lights played on wrought iron balconies above an old man walking his creaky Labrador. Two intellectuals holding hands discussed economics in Spanish. Medical students planned future operations.

The local unemployment rate was 40%. Andalusia was the poorest province in Spain. Sexually repressed women prowled their world studying cobblestones as they walked through loneliness looking for future lovers, husbands and fathers of their countless Catholic children. Lonely heart club ads filled the paper.

Their conjecture about possibilities filled the air with hope. Young boys feeling scooter engine heat beneath them and hot girlfriend’s arms around a waist escaped their parent’s world. Zooming past pedestrians.

An old couple supported each other’s arms taking small steps toward their future. Small significant gestures of love and affection flowered. It rained flowers.

In an upstairs flat with an open balcony on the world he wrote by a single desk lamp, with Spanish jazz music a rhythm for fingers. He studied a map of the province.

After a month he was bored and visited Patricia at the tourism office to see about new places. She pointed out quiet coastal towns.

“Villages really, full of Germans this time of year. It depends on what you want.”

She highlighted areas north of Cadiz; Arcos de la Frontera and the small towns of Bornos, Villamartin, Prado del Ray. She pointed to a place named Grazalema.

“This is a national park, one of the most extensive and well protected areas in Andalusia. The pueblo has a population of 2,300 people, 146 species of birds, tracts of Spanish fir and excellent climbing. It’s a beautiful area. One of my favorites but it will be cold there in the winter.”

Her broken English was better than his Spanish. Everyone talked in broken tongues. They hinged meaning through gesture and intellectual guesswork. They attached meaning to gestures, facial expressions and vocal tone.

Orphans ate inherited soil. She took classes in the morning and did a three month practicum at the local tourism agency from 5-8 p.m. She hated it.

Her coworker, Maria, dreamed of owning a Harley.

“My dream is to graduate and move to Germany to work in the travel business,” Patricia said. “Three years in Spain doing theory and practical work is a struggle for me.”

Wednesday
Jul152009

Tangiers to Cadiz

After eight weeks in Morocco immediately after 9/11 he leaped onto a ferry across the Mediterranean from Tangiers to Algeciras.

He met a strawberry blond American widow from a lonely hearts club tour group.

“I have many questions for you,” Jean said as seagulls played in blue wind.

“Yes. That’s the answer to the first one. The one where you ask me if I am happy?”

“How did you know?”

“It’s obvious isn’t it. It’s the first question an American away from home for the first time in her life, and returning from a day trip to Tangiers to her four star Costa del Sol hotel after being assulted by poor unemployed people begging her to buy something - anything - would ask a traveler. You’re either sitting in deep meditation or you’re moving.”

“Yes, I suppose it is.”

“What’s question number two?”

“Where are you going?”

“Cadiz. The oldest city in Europe. Going to sit down and write. We’ve been hunting and gathering material. Doing my work.”

“Wow, that’s exciting. I’m lucky to get a letter written. Takes me forever and then I just lose my train of thought.”

“Instead of the train maybe you should consider walking. Take bus #11. It’s a magic bus.”

“Really? What’s bus #11 mean?”

“It means use your legs, it means walk, slow down, engage your senses. It’s how poor people get around in Morocco. How poor people anywhere get somewhere.”

“How romantic.”

“Depends on your perspective and interpretation. Poverty is not romantic. It’s a daily struggle. Yes, by slowing down you observe everything in minute detail, befriend strangers, be anonymous. Like a wandering ghost or a memory. It’s the perfect way to explore your nature, test your spirit, contemplate your imaginary reflection in windows and live with pure intention.”

“Just by walking? What happens if I get attacked?”

“You worry too much. Worry is interest on a bill that will never come due. Your ego loves the circus of sensory entertainment. People suffer chronic health problems because they think to much about past failures and future fears. Try just sitting. Maybe you need to slow down, unless you love the fast lane? Most people don’t intend to harm you. Learn how to yell ‘FIRE’ in multiple languages if you need help.”

“Funny. Fire eh, never thought of that before.”

“Sure, people scatter and you escape.”

Passing Gibraltar they entered a harbor as Jean poured her endless book of questions into his ears about life as a nomad, how it worked, how one survives on the road.

They said goodbye and he didn’t have the heart to tell her about the pain, suffering and joy she’d experience on her journey. He knew she’d find out for herself because they were all in transit.

One door opens and one door closes but the hallways can be a bitch.

Wednesday
Jul152009

Selling memories

Greetings,

In Spain, like anywhere else on the spinning rock, when strangers crossed paths he found them wanting.

“Do you want to buy a key chain?” he said to a lost blond femme fatale Standing Down At The Crossroads along Highway 61. “Do you need this? I sell memories.”

“Do you have any short term memories?”
“Yes. We have memories in all sizes and colors.”
“I need a memory of...”
“Can you be more specific?"
“I’m sorry, I’m having trouble remembering.”
“What do you want to remember?”
“I don’t want. I need.”

He opened with the Queen’s Gambit. Pawn to king four, P-K4. The great game of kings was about material, position and ruthless determination. Crush your opponent’s ego. Control the middle of the board. Castle within your first ten moves.

She answered with P-QB4.

It was touch and go with her. Use it or lose it. Paying attention to the details. Small microscopic details.
Allah is in and on the details.
God is in and on the details.
The Devil is in and on the details.
The large print giveth and the small print taketh away.

“I have the desire to embrace danger,” he said. “Come with me, here, closer to the edge of our humanity.”

Distracted by his intentions she picked up a glossy brochure blowing down the street.

“Hustler 101 for freshmen is accepting applications. Sign up at registration.”

“Let me see,” she said moving close enough for him to get a good smell of her taste for unprotected lust.

Peace.