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Tuesday
Oct282025

Mi's Story

I don’t know how to read. I can speak a little English. My name is Mi like my song. I sing for tourists when they come to Sapa.

My village is a two-hour walk away. My tribe is the Hmong people. We have lived in the mountains of northwest Vietnam for many years. I don’t know how many. My grandfather lived 120 years and my grandmother 110. I am between about 8.

My mother is Sa. I learned English from tourists who came here before I was born yesterday. They come to hike in the mountains, relax and do a home stay in my village. Maybe you want to know why I can’t read.

I don’t go to school. My mother says I need to make money. She says I need to help our family so I walk to Sapa and sell handicrafts we make. Sometimes I stay in Sapa with my friends. I go to school sometimes and I like it. I have friends there, get to play, have fun and learn new things.

I like speaking English with the tourists. My real school is on the street.

Sometimes I lie to the tourists and tell them I go to school. I went to my village school for nine years. That’s it, that’s all the years I have there. I am finished. My formal education runs into a problem. It’s called M-o-n-e-y.

The school in Sapa costs too much money. I have little chance now. But it’s OK because I can stay in a room in Sapa with other girls so I don’t have to walk for two hours. And then I can meet tourists outside their hotel or restaurant or when they are walking around and I can sell my things to them.

When I am older I can take them to my village for a home stay. This is what older Hmong girls do. It’s a good chance for me to speak English and even learn some French.

Maybe someday I can go to school and learn to read.

 

 Mi

 

17 September Sapa

I sit in a Vietnamese breakfast stall eating sticky rice pancakes filled with onions covered in a brown fried garnish.

I am invisible to the suspicious rich woman in her boredom living in this cold mountain town bossing boys and girls around. They cut green vegetables and work the wok as her empty profit eye dances at a Hanoi businessman wearing filthy dress shoes recovering from a night of drink and bar girls while hearing the Hello of an old one-eyed Hmong women offering a handmade key trinket, her labor from a long dark cold night.

She embroiders her daylight hope of economic potential.

Across the path a young boy plays with plastic toys, action man, a green bulldozer and a sharp rusty knife handle. Sitting alone he manipulates toys while his mother prowls the market seeking fresh meat as his father bangs his morning mistress in her secret garden. All the pieces fall into place.

Around the Sapa traffic circle near the church above the tented commercial zone under blue tarps where Hmong sell their work are sixteen motorcycle honchos. Easy riders. They wait for tourists. Any tourists. Some tourists. One tourist.

Maybe a Hmong woman with her heavy bamboo basket loaded with hemp or an infant on her back needing transport to her village after a day of walking, selling, buying, seeing friends.

A thick white rolling fog obscures vision. Visibility drops to 200’ in a mystery mist. A shroud shouts, See the totality of phenomena.

 

Mo

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Saturday
Sep202025

Martha’s Zen Card

I am a short story.

You are a novel.

It never occurred to Matt to buy indigenous cultural music while traveling.

Martha his girlfriend considered it essential.

Music made her edgy and alive.

When she heard music she danced.

She returned to her primitive self.

She danced naked.

Ballet. Flamingo. Tango. Cha-cha. Lambada. Waltz.

He wrote naked verbs. They loved naked. Naked cherished syllable skin music.

They wrote danced and lived like they were dead.

One day they will be. It's now or never.

They were free. It's the way to be.


Culture is what you are. Culture means you can forget.

Nature is what you can be.

People are nature's tools.

Passing through Body Sat Quiet in Asia on a three week, “Look, don’t think” holiday from frozen Europe they happened into an 8th century tourist town music repository.

They smelled music before they saw it. Seeing music is an art form. Synesthesia.

In music like life the end of the composition is not the point.

A music boy handed Matt an orange book. Write your melodic request here. Matt opened the book. A vignette floated free.

An orphan girl popped out of blank pages: I am sorry. Goodbye and good luck to you and your family. These are our famous last words. Big vocabulary. Tongues speak. Small life. Big chance. Yeah. Yeah.

The Hunger Angel watched 24/7 in the big leagues.

Sanitation workers in green environmental vests with broom music swept streets for the New Year. Make it new. Make it new.

We should be so lucky to have crystal clean sheets.

Every day is a new year.

One day is like a minute.

One minute is like a day.

That's relativity. All my relatives are dead.

Never trust an atom. They make up everything.

When you know what you don't know you realize character with social intelligence, integrity, humor and courage.


Courage is an unknown word in our head and heart. Running away is our way. Every day I have the blues. No one loves me but my mother and she could've been lying too.

You absolve in the rhythm when you have adequate life experience.

Silence and hunger are identical naked twins.

Fear and Ignorance produce Expectation & Greed.

I am good at two things:

Eating and sleeping.

Fighting and fucking.

Laughing and crying.

Reading and writing? That's for idiots.

The less I do the fewer mistakes I make, said Insecurity.

The fewer mistakes I make the less I am criticized, said Fear.

It's easier to do nothing, said Doubt.

We know the essence of survival. Keep your fucking mouth shut.

One day, Bliss’s part-time lover said, buy me a TV.

NO.

You have a job, a mother, a 12-year old daughter, two brothers, no father and no husband. I gave you money to buy a bike for your daughter and she lost it, money for clothes, money for medicine, money for food, money for temporary naked lust and currency sobriety. You play me for a fool. You’re fucking crazy.

Her arrival was sporadic at best. She visited at 8:37 for a shower, fucking and another shower.

He explored her lips, thin neck, small ears, crest of skin throat, narrow brown shoulders, pinpoint breasts with tongue talk, flat belles letters, long legs and played his way into her valley of potential.

He loved giving her oral pleasure.

Edging rose lips long and deep.

Slow sweet.

Little man in a boat sang, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.

She reciprocated playing his bone flute.

Riding the pony, priming her G spot grinding hard and fast she exploded with precision and extra ambition whispering, Give me a baby. Give me a baby.

He deferred chromosomes. Fat fucking chance, there's no way under the tropical son I'll give you anything but short time, money, temporary love and the high hard one in your strike zone with runners in scoring position.

Here’s the pitch.

She stayed until 9:45 and left for work at an upscale spa wearing aromatic Grecian urns. He gave her 20 bones. Feed me.

Familiarity breeds contempt.

Get out of my life, said Telepathy. You are subservient and I am stupid to put up with this shit. He creased her indifference into a cumulus cloud. It rained goodbye and good luck.

She sat on the bed with her back to him. Sniffle, sniffle.

Her fake tears formed rivers named Regret and Hopelessness and Indifference.

Fish behind twelve Lao dams to provide electricity to Thailand fed 60 million Asians downstream in deltas.


His NO created black-eyed daggers. They stabbed him with hatred, loss, self-pity, violence and starvation. Revenge is best served cold with DNA.

They put on death masks.

Your mask eats your face.

They walked out into tropical heat. Separate directions.

Waves of loneliness shuffled down a broken street. Children dying of malnutrition at a health clinic on the coroner of Hope cried as desperate mothers received free blue placebos.

The day after tomorrow belongs to orphans and lucky losers with Wabi-Sabi.

Wabi - the beauty of the most ordinary circumstances and objects.

Sabi - feel one's own sharp existence.

Martha and Gratitude danced through life.