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Tuesday
Aug262025

Cadiz Barber

The Hanoi barber neighborhood is 150 years old, said Ha, a divorced male engineer with a six-year-old daughter. It is difficult to remarry when the girl’s father knows I’m divorced after they see my daughter and I alone and happy.

They were two characters looking for a third isosceles angle. 1+1+1

All the Hanoi barbers live here. Temple Cloud is dedicated to barbers. The temple has scissors, broken mirrors, lopsided chairs, cloth, shears, scythes, machetes, swords, sabers, rusty blades, plastic combs, dusty piles of black hair and talcum powder.

Tran hangs out at a small salon getting a haircut. A woman vacuums his ears to clean aural perception debris. Barbers have great stories.

Cadiz, Spain

Omar said, There is an old barber shop in Cadiz, Spain near Plaza de San Juan de Dios, the neoclassical town hall built in 1800.

The decrepit functional shop has cracked white and blue tiled walls and a yellow and blue star mosaic inlaid floor. A well-dressed retired man sat in a shaft of light smoking a Cuban cigar.

My nomad friend exchanged pleasantries, Buenos Dias. An old barber in a stained white smock smiled and welcomed him, Buenos Dias, what’ll it be Senor? Friend showed him a phrase from a book of sand gesturing over and down his long white beard painting a little.

Living in the Land of Gestures, Smiles and Body Language and speaking every tongue on Earth is an adventure. People attached subtle diverse meaning to gestures, facial expressions and vocal tone. Gestures dictated international Esperanto passport freedom, passing through, getting things accomplished, communicating visions like beauty, truth and hunger. Gestures sealed deals.

A flying finger expert was grateful to meet friendly accommodating people tolerant of his meager attempts to articulate real and imaginary words.

Having passed the barber often, seldom, never, occasionally, sometimes, always, while pausing, peering, staring, looking, seeing inside with innate curiosity, my friend knew they knew he was not one of them being a forcestero, an outsider. They trusted him in a vague familiar way.

The barber looked at the book of sand, studied quick hands. Yes, fine I understand what you want, here, gesturing toward a swivel chair, sit here. He put his Moleskine journal, fountain pen, glasses and faded filthy S.F. Giants baseball hat on a chair, took a seat, received the cloth and closed blue eyes.

 

 

As the barber prepared his tools friend contemplated how Cadiz people enjoyed balmy Mediterranean weather. Characters moved in and out of flats like nervous, agitated, obsessive-compulsive neurotic filmmakers manipulating a lens establishing a specific point of view, a definitive spotlight theme creating memory, abandonment, alienation, community, freedom, faith, and identity theories with narrative structure in a long talk story.

They recorded long distance location shots establishing the big picture and then zoomed tight. Floodlight and spotlight danced scene by scene.

It was their Gypsy DNA spilling oral discourse wandering Earth looking for sanctuary acknowledging their Roma heritage, how their ancestors intermarried Berbers a thousand years ago. How they survived omnipresent rigid authoritarian Catholicism in Sin City.

Only 18% of Spaniards were practicing Roman Catholics now, compared with 98% fifty years ago living with guilt, confession, morals, a breakdown of values and cognitive dissonance. C’ la vie.

The scissors and comb were musical instruments in the barber’s hands. A finger tilted his head left, then right. Language music floated. A bamboo walking stick dissolved shadows and silence with ripples of arriving. Acquaintances paid their respects to Omar.

Ola, we meet again, Omar greeted an old friend.

Welcome back my friend, you have been away a long time.

Yes, seems like forever and a day, we’ve been in the Sahara, before, on and after 9/11, pointing to the man getting his beard trimmed. A hell of a never ending story with numerous sub plots and twisted arcane elements of subterfuge.

Yes, such a scene of devastation, suffering and retribution by angry, scared, marginalized, misled, poor people speaking of Sahara, how goes it, I know it like the back of my old veined hand, trade caravans will be moving north this time of year.

Carpets, silk, salt, spices and slaves are selling well, said Omar.

You are fortunate my friend.

 

 

Yes, I’ve been blessed with good health.

And your family how are they.

They are well, thanks be to God. Allah be praised the most beneficent is shining their love on us. And the caves, have you heard from the survivors, any news. Word travels slower than a camel.

Tribes formed after the 9/11 attacks. They are moving toward serenity, sanctuary, and simplicity. Millions of refugees streamed into the screaming broadband media desperate to find work with international conglomerates and orphanages.

Manufacturing sectors grinding poverty constructed dreams for export.

Yes, said the blind seer. Internally displaced persons blended barley seeds with Leaves Of Grass according to Walt Whitman for delicious breads in refugee camps overflowing with multitudes of humanity. Human caravans migrated along Afghan valleys into rugged isolated pristine mountains to live in Paleolithic caves. I heard others resumed their journey along the Silk Road toward Constantinople, the Mediterranean and Cadiz.

How did they survive?

They carved on cave walls with Neolithic new science tools and rented caves out on weekends to eco-tourists seeking simplicity, sanctuary and sanity from personal and collective comic-tragic universal trials and tribulations they practiced the ancient art of equality fostered by Arabic prophets.

Art reveals strange twisted truths.

Yes, it’s the madness of art. One cannot escape art. Art doesn’t solve a thing. We live in a vast art museum.

A woman in red luminous flowing fabric danced through their dream in a state of perpetual transformation.

The forcestero and I journey in new directions. We have exploring and revising to do. 

 

 

He is my amanuensis, said Omar.

Ah, you are fortunate having a well versed nomad scribe. Such is life, and your family.

Allah and God be praised, they are in good health, Fatima Zamora is two years old now learning to walk.

Ah, this is good. It’s a long walk. Have you learned anything useful from the barbarians,

A little - they know many words but have forgotten the essential music.

In the 12th century Arabic and European languages invented new traditions based on 1,001 stories. They used imaginative prose by telling stories inside someone else’s story.

Ah, you mean somebody in a story is telling a story about somebody in a story telling a story about somebody, people talking about people.

Absolutely, my friend.

Fascinating, perhaps you’ve read 1,001 Nights, Yes, and Borges, Calvino, Pessoa, Saramago and Pirandello among others.

We see through their literary efforts how they reflect art, cultures, languages, and love telling stories, how they adapt a mask in their social context.

I’ve heard of this also, how they moved from India across Persia into Arabia with clarity.

Pardarar is Persian for storyteller. I am the Naggal which means the transmitter in Persian. Naga is The Serpent King in India.

Your story is being retold in Arabic with 1,001 permutations.

Yes from the vulgar Arabic tradition to a Latin form of learning.

Scholars say the four languages with the longest tradition are Arabic, Sanskrit, Chinese and English. One can say English is the language of the cultured barbarians.

Ah, so it is. They are spoiled ill-tempered children, rather crass and despondent types, prone to violence, whining at high decibels practicing cold-blooded expensive revenge.

The Chinese stayed home, the English colonized, enslaving distant lands and Sanskrit some say, the most beautiful of all languages for its precise beauty, extended from India to the Southeast. Arabic has always been our tongue and well received.

Magicians, shamans, Griots and storytellers have much to learn from you.

Omar handed him a book of stories. This is a historically intractable farrago of empirical evidence.

I see, said a blind man off stage.

Many thanks, said his friend, accepting the parchment.

Have you noticed, Omar said, How people here have a talent, a unique ability to disappear.

Yes, I’ve seen how, after experiencing inner visions they vanish. Mysterious manifestations are invisible energy. Poof. Everything is pulsating pure energy.

They are descendants of the Jinn. According to The Book of Imaginary Beings, by Borges, Islamic tradition holds that Allah created angels from light, Jinn from fire and men from dust. Jinn were created 2,000 years before Adam. They begin as clouds or strange pillars and depending on their desire, take the form of men, jackals, wolves, lions, scorpions, or serpents.

By listening to the conversations of angels in the lowest heaven they obtain knowledge of the future and impart this to chosen humans capable of using talismans and invocations for magical performances.

Yes, said Omar. The stronger their identity and the deeper their connection to the spirit world, the easier it is for them to manifest in a place when they need to be there. They disappear like magic. They don’t leave a trace, or perhaps I should say they leave a sensation depending on the perception of the seer. It’s all light energy.

Can you do this.

Yes, when it’s necessary and people request help. I’ve lived with them, paying attention to how they listen, laugh, love, absorbing the knowledge, wisdom, and creation stories. It requires a kind of, how do I say, a presence, an empirical intuitive awareness of an ultimate spirit world.

We are flukes of the universe. It’s similar to cultures where people use their energies to become invisible. Being shapeshifters, tricksters, shamans and spirit guides, storytellers jump through a Time-Space portal. I am a sha’ir, a feared and respected poet shaman in my tribe.

Here’s a verse for you.

earth is made of sky

sky is emptiness

landscape migrates

wind drums the spirit of Raoul

Drummer of Death

Tuareg

blue men of the desert

Beautiful. Poetry began as song with music and drama, a song of grief for the dead.

The mind-at-large is happy & empty. Art is a revelation of an interconnected universe. Life is short art is long. We trigger the nerve impulses, muscle tremors with sensation and speech. We let the poem speak. Perception is the path of authenticity. It is a liberation outside one’s self.

Omar pointed at the nomad. My friend here is Li Bai, a Shisheng exiled poet sage in the Chinese tradition. He creates Sanwen, an intersection between essay, poems and fiction.

I am pleased for you. I wish you, your family, and your companion all peace and prosperity. Safe travels, Insha’Allah. Their hands touched their hearts with mutual respect.

The barber handed nomad an obsidian Neolithic black mirror from Anatolia created in 6200 BC. His smiling face was smaller. Hello Beauty. He felt lighter by a value of 1.

Objects in the mirror may appear closer than they are, laughed Omar.

It’s fine, a good length. Gracias. The barber trimmed eyebrows, brushed him off, removed the sheet, smiled, accepted Euros. Gracias.

Adios, he said to the barber.

Gracias, adios Senor, said Seville.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Sunday
Aug172025

Department of Truth

According to Zeynep, a scripter in the present, I speak because I am not authorized to reveal the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth or value meaning. So. Help. Me.

1. Truth is classified. The source of truth about everything is classified. I am authorized to say with complete anonymity without revealing sources that truth is filtered, compartmentalized, abstracted, excerpted, sliced, diced, parsed, fossilized and classified inside a buried locked black box.

1a. The crypto key is top-secret for your blind eyes only. Grave Digger knows the combination and algorithm. The encrypted key is not on a hacked social network site designed to distract your face, mind, heart, consciousness or Lifebook personal profile time bandit. Real friends are few.

1b. Artificial friends are aliens on life support. The key for Time is inside an arrow piercing Greater Complexity with Entropy. A woman, man, child in country XYZ carries the world on their back. They are the key.

2. Truth is a joke. The source of truth concerning jokes is classified. I am not authorized to reveal the joke, the laugh track.  If fate doesn’t make you laugh then you don’t get the joke. Your tears speak and mangle fictional truth-story. They distort and strangle it. Truth is a figment of your imagination. Literary outlaws lie to tell the truth.

3. Truth is a myth. The source of the myth is classified. Read it and weep. As Antonio Porchia, author of Voices, being authorized to speak said, Truth has very few friends and those few are suicides.

4. Truth is the Next BIG Thing. It will modify seeds providing billions of humans with a genetic food source. Eat your broccoli, walnuts and almonds. Biolabs will purify water and distribute free medicine and C-19 vaccinations to every human on Earth. Genetics will create Socratic open-ended educational dreams.

4a. Truth is a starving homeless mother pulling a heavy two-wheeled trash cart with flat tires through a dusty Cambodian town as her daughter forages in garbage containers for food, water and medicine. She is a qualifier, a split infinitive in infinity where someone’s leftovers are another’s banquet.

5. Truth will provide more than 1 billion people access to safe drinking water.

6. Truth will enable literacy for 850,000,000 million people who cannot read. Women are 2/3 of this number.

7. Truth will employ 2.8 billion people surviving on less than $2 a day. Truth will employ 1.1 billion people existing on less than $1 a day.

 

 

8. Truth will assist 70% of the people in the developing world who have ZERO access to electricity in their homes, health clinics and schools.

9. Truth is a terminal disease like peace, love and blindness.

10.Truth is a sledgehammer in Mandalay, Burma.

Love is not truth.

11. Truth is food in your stomach.

This is The Truth Channel. Game, Set, Match.

Media dumbs down sheep.

Technology eats humans.

Beauty is truth, truth beauty.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged



Sunday
Aug102025

Pay Attention

A monk asked Yang-chi.

How to escape the clamor of the mind?

Read the ancient text.

What is the ancient text?

The moon is bright in space. The waves are calm on the ocean.

How does one read it?

Watch your step.

*

Creative Hanging Out by Tran

Please put the blue sky on the white table. It is fragile and creased along the horizon.

Pay Attention.

There are:

People who want to control you

People who want to blame you

People who want to distract you

Samuel Beckett was very precise. He didn’t want theories or any level of intellectualization. He paid a lot of attention to the tone of voice and to the relationships among the characters. He cared a great deal about the silences and the pauses. It’s as beautiful as the chance encounter on an operating table of a sewing machine and an umbrella, the essence of surrealism.

Freedom is being conscious and aware enough to choose what you pay attention to and to choose how you construct meaning from experience, said David Foster Wallace.

DFW had the courage to express in absurd detail what it feels like to live, observe and experience life. He knew many humans lacked the sincerity and honesty to really voice their awareness. He gave us deep exquisite work and then checked out. He suffered from depression. Pale King.

Every feeling waits for its gesture. Gestures use people as their instruments, bearers and incarnations. Impressions exist in a distinct serene zone of imprecise calculation. Observations dance with empirical data structure. Art, symbols and metaphor.

Language is a virus, like C-19.

Blue dragonfly eyes create a lightning bolt. Flashes of brilliance in the DNA helix reveal spiritual and truth-value meaning in your play. The poetic inspiration rebels against science and math.                                 

Dancing color spectrum

Jellyfish aqua laughter smells sweet fresh cut grass

Yellow butterfly voices perspiration’s inspiration

Transparent wave energies wash your interior/exterior dream

I love to doodle, said Zeynep. It’s my meditation. Everyone doodles their noodle while splashing in their life puddle.

Good travel writing is The Art of Creative Hanging Out, said Tran.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Sunday
Aug032025

Natasha From Kiev

Zeynep said, I read about how women are treated in many countries. Here in Turkey health care workers report 65% of all wives are beaten by their husband.  It’s considered normal behavior because women are treated as property.

We’ve all read stories about arranged marriages, child marriages and the desperate plight of women on Earth. Men never learned how to kiss and make up, the women know about makeup and suffering in silence, women are literally and figuratively screwed, she said.

I tell the truth. I don’t have to remember what I said, said Rita.

Zeynep’s story about domestic abuse reminded Omar of Natasha.

On September 1, 2001, ten short days before an Apocalypse in the big apple, passengers at the Amsterdam airport waited for their flight to Casablanca. There was Your Self, a Moroccan man from Fez living in San Francisco going home to see his family after many years. He would stay three months.

There was a woman from Kiev with her 5-year-old son. Her name was Natasha, tall, slim and beautiful. She was married to a Moroccan man. They’d met at the university in Kiev and now he lived in Amsterdam. She had not seen him for three years and he didn’t know his son. He did not come to the airport to see her because he didn’t have the correct papers nor was she able to leave the airport and see him because she lacked the correct papers so she waited for her flight to her new home.

Natasha had heard rumors, myths and fabricated lies about her fate but had never seen it because she was blind. She was taking her son to Morocco where they would meet her husband’s family and live. She did not speak French or Arabic.

Her cheap red, white and blue plastic Russian baggage fell apart at the seams. Her son pissed his pants leaving a trail of urine in the departure lounge. Natasha was beside herself.

I’d finished a draft of A Century is Nothing that summer. I was jumping through a window into hunting and gathering adventures discovering new material.

Everyone spoke the same language as unanimous night collapsed around roaring planes leaving gravity taking people somewhere. We were buried at graveyard gate 54D, miles from gleaming duty free shops with exotic perfumes, electronics, banks, casinos, toy stores, restaurants, diamond rings, watches, customs, clothing stores.

Wealthy shoppers carried yellow plastic bags saying, Buy and Fly.

A homeless Asian elf dragged a purple bag saying, Buy & Cry.

A destitute shadow of a former self had a clear bag saying, By the By.

An orphan had an empty bag saying, Why Tell Me Why.

No one in particular had Papa’s Gotta Brand New Bag.

Everyone carried his or her bag of skin & bones to the graveyard.

At midnight in Casablanca passengers walked through a towering hall of intricate inlaid blue mosaic tiles and waterfalls. Huge framed images of a smiling monarch watched people.

Customs was a formality and the baggage conveyer belt broke down as frustrated passengers waited. Small wheels on useless baggage trolleys were bent and stuck. They careened left and right as people wrestled impossible loads through nothing to declare green zones toward friends and relatives.

I helped Natasha load her broken bags on a cart and she disappeared into humanity with her son. Her husband’s Berber family approached - his father, mother, brother-in-law and grandmother in traditional jellabas. They welcomed her with a hug speaking words Natasha did not understand. They scooped up the boy. As the old couple walked away I knew they would take him forever, this progeny of theirs, their DNA connection to their son.

Natasha, an alien aberration in their world would be relegated to a harsh new reality. She moved into their world with a Ukrainian passport, speaking an unknown tongue to be a slave serving her new family. She would be many things to them. They would manifest their loss on her. She’d carry water and chop wood. She’d cook, clean and slave away. Fate gave her new opportunities.

She’d carry their fading light, hopes, dreams and memories. Their grandson would realize everything. They disappeared into a sprawling chaotic city of five million.

Their son in Holland relied on his mobile. He could do no wrong. He was a grand man in their eyes and hearts. Many women came and went in his dark eyed nomadic destiny life. When Natasha was trapped in the airport he was with a prostitute and he didn’t have the correct papers anyway. He wasn’t lying when he said his family would take care of her.

Omar whispered this fairy tale to Natasha. She didn’t believe it.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Sunday
Aug032025

Natasha From Kiev

Zeynep said, I read about how women are treated in many countries. Here in Turkey health care workers report 65% of all wives are beaten by their husband.  It’s considered normal behavior because women are treated as property.

We’ve all read stories about arranged marriages, child marriages and the desperate plight of women on Earth. Men never learned how to kiss and make up, the women know about makeup and suffering in silence, women are literally and figuratively screwed, she said.

I tell the truth. I don’t have to remember what I said, said Rita.

Zeynep’s story about domestic abuse reminded Omar of Natasha.

On September 1, 2001, ten short days before an Apocalypse in the big apple, passengers at the Amsterdam airport waited for their flight to Casablanca. There was Your Self, a Moroccan man from Fez living in San Francisco going home to see his family after many years. He would stay three months.

There was a woman from Kiev with her 5-year-old son. Her name was Natasha, tall, slim and beautiful. She was married to a Moroccan man. They’d met at the university in Kiev and now he lived in Amsterdam. She had not seen him for three years and he didn’t know his son. He did not come to the airport to see her because he didn’t have the correct papers nor was she able to leave the airport and see him because she lacked the correct papers so she waited for her flight to her new home.

Natasha had heard rumors, myths and fabricated lies about her fate but had never seen it because she was blind. She was taking her son to Morocco where they would meet her husband’s family and live. She did not speak French or Arabic.

Her cheap red, white and blue plastic Russian baggage fell apart at the seams. Her son pissed his pants leaving a trail of urine in the departure lounge. Natasha was beside herself.

I’d finished a draft of A Century is Nothing that summer. I was jumping through a window into hunting and gathering adventures discovering new material.

Everyone spoke the same language as unanimous night collapsed around roaring planes leaving gravity taking people somewhere. We were buried at graveyard gate 54D, miles from gleaming duty free shops with exotic perfumes, electronics, banks, casinos, toy stores, restaurants, diamond rings, watches, customs, clothing stores.

Wealthy shoppers carried yellow plastic bags saying, Buy and Fly.

A homeless Asian elf dragged a purple bag saying, Buy & Cry.

A destitute shadow of a former self had a clear bag saying, By the By.

An orphan had an empty bag saying, Why Tell Me Why.

No one in particular had Papa’s Gotta Brand New Bag.

Everyone carried his or her bag of skin & bones to the graveyard.

At midnight in Casablanca passengers walked through a towering hall of intricate inlaid blue mosaic tiles and waterfalls. Huge framed images of a smiling monarch watched people.

Customs was a formality and the baggage conveyer belt broke down as frustrated passengers waited. Small wheels on useless baggage trolleys were bent and stuck. They careened left and right as people wrestled impossible loads through nothing to declare green zones toward friends and relatives.

I helped Natasha load her broken bags on a cart and she disappeared into humanity with her son. Her husband’s Berber family approached - his father, mother, brother-in-law and grandmother in traditional jellabas. They welcomed her with a hug speaking words Natasha did not understand. They scooped up the boy. As the old couple walked away I knew they would take him forever, this progeny of theirs, their DNA connection to their son.

Natasha, an alien aberration in their world would be relegated to a harsh new reality. She moved into their world with a Ukrainian passport, speaking an unknown tongue to be a slave serving her new family. She would be many things to them. They would manifest their loss on her. She’d carry water and chop wood. She’d cook, clean and slave away. Fate gave her new opportunities.

She’d carry their fading light, hopes, dreams and memories. Their grandson would realize everything. They disappeared into a sprawling chaotic city of five million.

Their son in Holland relied on his mobile. He could do no wrong. He was a grand man in their eyes and hearts. Many women came and went in his dark eyed nomadic destiny life. When Natasha was trapped in the airport he was with a prostitute and he didn’t have the correct papers anyway. He wasn’t lying when he said his family would take care of her.

Omar whispered this fairy tale to Natasha. She didn’t believe it.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged