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Thursday
Jan082026

Spirit Dream

Spirit dream rides clouds. Ancestor ghost eats incense. Feeling slow and clean in the temple zone.

 

Leo discovered new Chinese ink, stone and brushes. He remembered Mr. Li, his calligraphy teacher in Utopia.

How to stand.

How to hold the brush.

How to rub the ink stone inside the black oval with water.

How to caress the brush and black ink along an edge.

Create simple strokes.

Be the ink, be the brush, be the paper.

 

 

 

 

Museum

The Saigon Museum is filled with glorious death defying historical struggles: wars, artifacts, diagrams, maps, tanks, planes, final assault plans, old cars used to haul the dead dying wounded and ammunition, statues of men making pistols, old medical equipment, typewriters for propaganda material, flags, posters, pamphlets, a burning monk in 1963 as Kodachrome blazes his life, villages, corpses, soldiers, politicians, dog tags, gas masks, knives, guns, tools, radios, helmets, baskets, pots and pans, shoes, shirts and skeletons.

Papier mâché people exhort the masses, Independence or Death!

They’ve traded illusions of independence and freedom for a one-party Socialist state filled with greed, corruption, nepotism and economic opportunity.

Life - contradictions and paradoxes.

Where does the artificial end and the real begin, asked a blind beggar.

Thich Quang Duc

 

The Amputee  - Knife Sharpener

After eating noodles in a cold alley, a man, 60, remembering how wars and hard survival ages humans, sat sharpening a knife for a woman customer redefining steel. No left foot. He rested his curled leg stump on a boot.

In the afternoon he walks past with a shuffling gait. He’s wearing a green fatigue shirt, floppy hat, motorcycle helmet and carrying his worn red plastic bag of simple tools. I know his truth not his story. A landmine or a stray bullet?

His left boot is a discarded war object and split down the front.

 

 

It is brutally hot. The sun is behind him. How does he feel? Where is he going? Home for lunch and rest? Looking for more dull edges.

 

 

I am always walking, he said. I stop, find work, sit, sharpen an edge, get small money, put away my tools, put on my boot and walk. I eat noodles or rice on the street. 

I walk and work until dark. Then I go home. Home is where they have to take you in. I am a storyteller with tools for sharpening life’s dull imperfections.

I am surrounded by amputees, he said. They approach me on their crutches, their hands out. Without legs they wheel themselves down the street on little trolleys low to the ground truth.

____

A one-armed young man wears an old blue baseball hat. He sees local businessmen approaching. They wear fresh pressed white shirts, leather shoes, and pressed pants with shiny belt buckles.

He takes off his hat. Holds it out. It is empty. They ignore him. He puts it on his arm stump, runs his good hand through his black hair, puts on his hat and moves down the street.

I am in the army now, he said. An army of the legless armless physically and emotionally wounded forgotten humans. They know you and you know them. 

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Thursday
Dec112025

International Shoeshine Boys

By No One special important or famous.

Tools: a box, tinned colors favoring dark brown and black, a rag picker’s dream, a pair of sandals for a barefoot customer, a toothbrush for those hard to reach places and a buffing brush.

A boy in Marrakesh, Morocco plays Arabic music on his box with his brush.

A smiling Turkish boy in Bursa spins shoe polish cans with Roma dervish flair.

A Vietnamese boy in Lao Cai designs shining skills in tribal dialects.

A Cambodian orphan wearing a LANDMINE t-shirt sings about saving soles. Everyone here wears sandals. No chance said Dance.

A Chinese shoeshine boy discusses existentialism and learning disabilities with an NGO from Australia on a junket.

Where are girl shoe shiners? They are zero. They sell flashlights. When their red battery light indicator shows low power they sell their skin. Feeling empty they barter their interior semi-moist flexible vagina dialogues with a dark-eyed sullen abject apathy. Their emptiness increases silent oral heartbreak and viscous density before their mark comes in 8 seconds or less singing the blues.

Tran sells books at the Main Train Station. What are the titles?

a. My Life is a Beautiful Accident. I am a Fluke of the Universe.

b. Travels in Empty Space w/ Stardust Memories

c.  Cambodian Woman Pure Drinking Water

c-1. No Money No Honey Abridged

c-2  The Language Company, A Century is Nothing, ART, Grow Your Soul, Book of Amnesia Unabridged- Leonard

d. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad

e. Fahrenheit 451 – Ray Bradbury

f. Infinite Jest - David Foster Wallace

g. A Little Larger Than The Entire Universe – Fernando Pessoa

h. Song Lines - Bruce Chatwin

i. The Book of Disquiet - Pessoa

j. The I Ching

k. Facing Unpleasant Facts, Animal Farm, 1984 - George Orwell

l. Seven Japanese Tales - Tanizaki

m. The Art of War - Sun Tzu

n. The Tao Teh King - Lao Tse

o. The Book of Tea - Okakura

p. Invisible Cities - Calvino

q. Through The Looking Glass - Carroll

r.  Here Bullet, Phantom Noise - Brian Turner

s. The Book of Laughter and Forgetting, The Joke - Kundera

t. The Sirens of Titan, Slaughterhouse 5 - Vonnegut

u. The Ballad of the Sad Cafe - McCullers

v. Travels with Herodotus - Kapuscinski

w. WE - Yevgeny Zamyatin (precursor to 1984, Brave New World)

x. Fate is A Cruel Joke - Monkey Face

y.  Why I Always Look Back - Genocide Survivor S-21

z.  The Little Prince

aa. Against The Day, G’s Rainbow, Crying of Lot 49 – Thomas Pynchon

bb. Fairy Tales: The Short Attention Span of Biped Mammals

cc. Yeah, Yeah - Two immortal words: by Asian students

dd. How & Why Asians MILL AROUND with Panache

ee. How Simians Saved Earth with Stealth, Cunning and Deception by Whining

ff.  Blindness, The Stone Raft, The Cave,  -  Jose Saramago

gg. The Book of Chameleons -  Jose Eduardo Agualusa

hh. Pale Fire, Ada, Lolita - Nabokov

ii. Hunger - Kurt Hamsun

jj. The Glass Bead Game – Hesse

 

Disenfranchised junkyard dogs share mediocrity and human adolescent listlessness with rolling thunder microscopes. They create extensive noise. No meaning or value. There is USER value and EXCHANGE value.

What is louder than a group of Khmer / Lao people? Another group of Khmer / Lao people. Everyone celebrates two fleas dancing on a dog. Exciting.

Bored humans wander around. Dogs sniff butts, yap, fuck, and chase blind tourist rats down blind alleys careening into dynamic futures where the sound of one hand clapping echoes with growling gamelan cymbals. Dogs form a canine club, Bark n’ Bite.

Escher’s perceptual art includes elements of line and tonal quality. A dot, a line, a circle, zig-zag, oval. Seven basic forms create all art.

Synesthesia. To feel or perceive sensations in one part of the body produced by stimulus in another sensation. See sound. Hear color. Taste light. Smell conversations. A lie’s smell is disguised as truth flavor.                 

Every day I walk through a mine field where any false move could be fatal, said Roberto Bolano, a poet from Chile dialing 2666

Book of Amnesia Unabridged