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Friday
Aug262005

kuwait, fall 1986 - shortwave reception

another clear bright sunny day
high temperatures in the low 100s
low humidity, calm sea
wind from the southeast

shelling of Iraq and Iran continues
artillery rattles widows
quiet Friday streets
workers have a day off

children in their pajamas play chess on roof
goldfish swim in fresh water, clear round bowl
coffee boils in silver container

this is a perfect world

a perceptible fragment hangs
from the edge of our consciousness
chanting

Tibetan prayer flags
flutter at 13,467 feet
climbing their worn fibers
toward vultures eating human remains
decomposing into their softness
digested physical sensations
stillness

Polish prisoners to be released
while Norwegian demonstrators
and meteors collide with thought control
authorities in Oslo monsoon winter climate

silent vigils, economic editors
ticker tape watchers
parades before hijackers dismantle
unknown security apparatus
lies and propaganda

bionic beheaded barefoot
homo sapian wavering as a butterfly

fluttering, falling, flying
through the mystery
becoming one with light

intense connection and interaction
impermanence
sensation
designed to sharpen focus
concentration allows centering of chi

this phenomenon, quite remarkable this purity

Friday
Aug262005

Bahrain

It was raining in the desert before Christmas as Gulf Air Flight 212 departed Kuwait. We encountered gray turbulence in neutral airspace where Islamic law against the consumption of alcoholic beverages had no influence.

He savored a cold Carlsberg. By Carlsberg #2 we were at 25,000 feet in blue sky and white thunderheads. Airmobile again.

In Bahrain he collected a visa stamp, took a cab to the Diplomat Hotel and room 621 with an excellent view of the aquamarine Gulf and new civic center construction project. He opened windows, an ice cold beer, calibrated rock and roll music on the radio and ordered a three egg omelet with hash browns, whole wheat toast complimented by thick Turkish coffee. A Filipino waitress in pink room service motif brought it up.

The next afternoon he took Taxi #1 into Bubba Bahrain, a maze of haphazard streets. He bought vitamins at a pharmacy and escaped expensive shopping zones entering the old souk lined with herbs, spices, textiles, fruits, vegetables, second-hand watches, goats, sheep, brooms, tea and ancient emolations.

From an inside secret pocket of a worn olive drab photographer’s vest, he pulled out a very small, simple and technically precise European designed 35mm range finder camera loaded with slow black and white film. A gift from the gods of optical ingenuity. A well designed tool. A work of art.

He started with an image of a donkey's head covered by a burlap feed bag to prevent attacks on unsuspecting humans. Down twisted alleys he wandered, shooting old men and women, trapping their souls on negatives.

Children’s faces with innocence preserved behind wide glowing eyes wearing cartoon character masks were captured forever. Delicate eroding architecture, thatched reeds on woven bamboo poles embedded in mud, iron grated windows and intricately carved balconies made of blue and white mosaics were threaded into a black canister.

In early evening out of curiosity he stopped at a Persian carpet retailer to learn about his business. Over endless cups of tea he shared these facts:

1. There is a difference between “expert” and “well knowledged.”
2. Carpet making is based on tradition, history, quality and time. Takes 14 months for some carpets.
3. Design and a particular technique is required to produce a good quality carpet.
4. His carpets were woven and stored in a warehouse in Iran before being smuggled by dhou to a Dubai wholesaler. A buyer in Bahrain purchases them by the bundle paying a single price for the lot before shipping them to the shop.
5. Cotton costs BD (Bahraini dinar) 2/lb.
Neck wool BD 7/lb.
Silk BD 9/lb.
6. Good prices were available now with the recent devaluation of the Iranian rial.
7. One needs to be aware of specifics. Is it pure silk or combed wool? What is the precise number of knots per square inch?

He thanked him and walked to the Dolmen Hotel, an old foreign oasis constructed for air crews. Interior pseudo classic Arabic architecture featured vaulted windows, wattle thatch and poles on low ceilings.

Dave, from the Twin Cities, sat at the bar complaining about needing a third operation to correct poor metatarsal bones in his left foot. He said Saudi doctors messed him up twice so he came to Bahrain for, hopefully, a final operation.

“I saw three Filipino males have their right hands cut off in Riyadh for stealing,” he said, meaning Sharia law.

“Justice is served every Friday at high noon in the town square. Authorities tied their arms down on boards to support the wrists.”

“Amazing.”

“Yes. The multawa, an official, approached one man, flashed his sword into the air and severed his right hand off. He screamed. The multawa moved down the line doing his job. Another man carrying a blazing torch applied fire to the stump to cauterize the wound.”

Lynnette, a 31 year old Filipino waitress at the Dolmen was pleasant, lonely and bored. After five years doing cashier work in Manila she found a job in Bahrain.

“My dream is to save money and buy a house back home.”

“Do you like it here?”

“Not really. The wages are poor, they give us lousy Indian food and there’s no social life.”

“Why’s that?”

“Hotel management locks us in at 7 p.m.”

At happy hour, the Intercontinental Hotel was jammed with Arabs, English investment suits and punkers. He ordered a beer at the bar. A small Bahraini man crowded next to him started asking questions.

“Where are you from?”
“Everywhere.”
“What do you do?”
“I kill people. I'm a mercenary.”
“I don't believe you,” said his eyes.
“Yes. I kill people for a living. I am very busy 24/7. It’s a job. It helps pass the time. People pay good money for me to take care of their problem. I’m paid to clean up other people’s messes.”

He wanted to know something about his life. The stranger predicted his age, family history, occupation and future. The man left him alone.

Back outside the souk in Kuwait battered red and white rusting water trucks with chipped paint stood idle inside a wire compound leaking their loads into dust. Two solitary Bedouins sat on metal folding chairs with their crushed plastic buckets and sacrosanct rags collecting dust near the Fifth Ring Road patiently waiting for drivers needing a car wash.

Waiting was their patient life in the desert, waiting for dusty cars, waiting inside an omnipresent yellow haze swallowing everything.

Thursday
Aug252005

floating world - two brothers

one of us traded it for laughter
one of us traded it for security

one wanders continents
content in ambiguities,
foreign tongues, monsoon deserts

one strives into her arms,
gathers his tools,
softens down their days
raising her children in tidal waves,
divesting capital gains
preparing for security tests
customer service and mission statements
laminated by heat, pressure, time

one turns silent
cultivated bonsai,
breathing nomadic esoteric healing energies,
focusing on process not product,
improving not proving

one grasped fundamentals of home
one released a child’s homelessness

where do father's ashes go?
in rivers? in earth? on water? in air?
do we burn them? use them in new vessels?
turn them into diamonds?

this is what they talked about every two weeks

Tuesday
Aug232005

Filming in Baghdad

It’s trick or treat time in Baghdad gentle reader and the spooks, goblins, devils, headless horsemen and movie makers are hard at it.

“War is a necessary evil and stuff happens,” said a defensive paranoid schizophrenic inmate putting a spin on the latest movie-in-development snafu.

“Yes,” he said as media cameras recorded his nuance and twitching eye, “this is a big budget film and we know there will be post production problems. Our producers have gone out of their way to hire the best most highly qualified directors in the business. We’ve offered secret contracts to companies and organizations worth billions of dollars. The public is getting a good deal. Just look at the numbers - 7% growth in the last three months. Fantastic. It’s not my fault the movie crew floated off the planet and the air failed to keep them in orbit. We hold the air accountable. There’s a lot of space junk up there. Now, of course, we all know the responsibility lies here,” he emphasized, tapping his pacemaker.

“I sent them over there with a poor script and inadequate resources like...well, like food, water, maps and spare parts, not to mention body armor, deodorant and condoms. The people in charge of the poor planning having no exit strategy...easy to get in and damn hard to get out - they say. But what the hell did you expect will be brought to bear. Sometimes you just have to create a mess so you can get experience fixing it. Making a film is never easy.”

Off stage, someone asked him to be more specific.

“This is the time of the year when people want to buy turkeys, gather together, slave over hot stoves fixing all the trimmings; and you know, buy new clothes, cars, plasma machines and toast their suns and moons while casting runes and throwing stones at glass houses, crack open the bubbly, relax in their plastic lawn furniture and watch happy ends being programmed by Bollywood. Well, let me tell you, because I’ve seen the pilots and these shows have absolutely no substance, no merit, no quantifiable rational ethical or moral obligation to tell the truth.”

“You mean it’s fiction?” asked a child named Slog.

“Look,” said the director beginning to lose his temper, “I’m late for my anger management class and my therapist off is going to be mad as hell if I’m tardy, so I gotta go.”

“But you didn’t answer my question.”

“The ultimate answer is as mysterious to me as it is to you. We create the films and you write about them. Very simple. All I know is I have a film to make, I'm over budget, behind schedule, I’m getting cranky and really need to go to the bathroom. Can’t a person find any peace around here?”

Sunday
Aug142005

Heat and Serve

Tomorrow is a day of dread
in a sense
as people with good intentions
will ask “How was your Thanksgiving?”
and he'll be compelled
to answer out of politeness with one of the following quick options depending on his state of mind and their degree of receptivity....

a) He initially accepted a kind offer to join a family for dinner but declined at the last minute because he was writing and didn’t feel like facing anyone, especially a family of strangers.

Did send them a card, however, - a beautiful woodcut by Ando Hiroshige (1797-1858) - thanking them and apologizing for his lack of initiative. He'd like to sleep with their daughter, but he also understands she's finishing an old affair and processing her emotional feelings so she doesn’t need complications. Unfinished symphonies about lust, attraction and attachment.

b) Traveled to Cambodia and removed land mines from rice paddies in the north near the Burma border where ruby smugglers laid low with their 16 year old concubines reliving a glorious past in jungles of desire before custom forms were invented. We dined on wild rice served with succulent snake. It was a long hard refreshing journey of heart and spirit. Made copious notes and detailed maps for the villagers before returning to "civilization."

c) Took off his watch and unplugged the phone. Enjoyed a hot bath, turned the hourglass over, worked on projects - including a piece about a woman who speaks every language in the world and also clearly knows a language on the planet dies every two weeks so she's busy collecting and organizing various tongues; did some minor editing on a travel piece about the Naxi matriarchal society in northern Yunnan - also some playful work creating fantastic digital images using a dragonfly as the central motif - placing it inside a Japanese meditation garden, on a plate full of leftovers with gleaming utensils and flying over the Sierra Nevada mountains. Read three books. Bought a book at an independent bookstore down the street and a copy of Plato’s Dialogues from the used section of the library for 25¢.

“It just came in yesterday,” the white haired woman said handing him change and the Dialogues.

Took a long walk in 25 year old heavy European hiking boots through mud and ice reminding him of wandering foreign countries at high altitudes in the dead of winter; sent out a poem to a web site incorporating realities about five women aid workers who committed suicide at Paradise Prison outside_______in 1997 for refusing to sing regime songs after being beaten with clubs, belts and rubber hoses filled with sand. They killed themselves with honorable intentions to end their suffering.

Made a fire, drank green tea, listened to music - Blues, Mozart, Bach. Got off the wheel sitting very still watching snowflakes fall into silence.