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Tuesday
Oct072025

Sapa by Tran

Sapa is high and deep. Wabi-sabi - quiet simplicity with beautiful imperfections and sanctuary.

It is a small mountain town in northwest Vietnam. Population is 15,000 not including water buffalo, chicks and pigs. V chicks come in on the weekends to hustle and fuck visiting male V piggy pygmies flashing cash. The swine flu stuff fat faces and buy cheap foreign plastic junk.

The water buffalo labor in rice paddies before humans plant. The rest of the year they graze and make baby water buffalos. Picture a buffalo on the American nickel. They are genetically related from a cousin who wandered North across Siberia then East over the Bering Strait 40,000 years ago, migrating south for their winter vacation.

Mountain air is a deep awareness. Orientation in the mountain hamlet means a blue lake, white fog, empty sky, wild mind visions and a hotel room near a bus station for $10 a night.

Room 402. No hot water. Clean sheets and a thick comforter. See Eastern mountains, sunrise, rolling clouds. Paint a Zen watercolor.

Hmong, Red Dzao and Tay women sell their living art, belts, beads, bags, detailed embroidery.

Thread your memory.

Tribal migrations arrived from China, Tibet and Laos across mountains, valleys, and rivers to live in the mountains. Some moved south to farm agricultural settlements in the hunter-gather stage of evolution. Animal husbandry. Simple bamboo and wood homes if they have money. Expensive concrete details are missing from this picture of habitat development.

Kind persistent kids and adult have mastered a direct sales approach. BUY FROM ME. You look at my things. They break the ice with excellent English.

In Cambodia we break ice with a rusty hammer, said Rita.

Kids learned language from invading European barbarians. White ghosts. The French were first. Where are you from? What is your name? Where do you go today? Want to see my village? 

I wander past V restaurants. Bored Vietnamese girls trim greens, slouch in chairs, sleep with their arms curled around their head, munch junk snacks, chat with friends and digit cell phones. They drive the local economy. They drive each other crazy.

The central market zone is a deep ramshackle concrete structure with broken slabs of stone and steep slippery mossy stone steps. This ageless, timeless human community of interaction and multiple languages is a la fresco Tibetan villages. Fresh clear clean cool air is a pleasant shift after noxious Hanoi fumes. Rural village life, air, attitudes and energies are filled with tears and rivers of loss.

Below mist mountains day tripping V tourist sheep pull their weekend rolling suitcase carts. They are here to eat, gamble, sing, dance, screw play girls and buy foreign junk. They are an invading commercial army in high heels, floppy hats, sunglasses, shiny belts and lost eyes.

Blindness speaks every language.

Ignoring local girls and their handicrafts they run to stand in front of a Catholic Church to have their photo snapped off. A woman slows down in her long march toward consumerism to glance at a Hmong girl’s offerings, a handmade belt, colorful wrist wearable or a thin wallet. The wallet is thinner than the girl. Once the woman slows down she is surrounded by a chorus of voices, Buy From Me, Buy From Me. The woman dies.

Another buyer takes her place near blue tarp patchwork Vietnamese junk dealers. Watches, cheap imitation pants, shirts, and knickknacks. The eyes of Hmong youth scan customers at 6:05 a.m. offering elaborate colors and fabrics.

Sapa street theatre is filled with characters looking for a script.

Sleep deprived school kids in uniformed mass hysteria stagger uphill to a bright yellow building where a young boy pounds out a rhythm on a huge ceremonial leather skin drum. Drums remain an integral part of communication in Vietnam. Come all yea faithful, joyful and trumpet.

Two big brown dogs fuck in front of the granite Catholic Church where tourists gather for a memorial photo shoot. Local Vietnamese women marketing images and memories prowl with cameras they rent by the day. They poke and prod lost, found and blind women, husbands, boys and girls into manageable groups for the eternal moment.

The decisive moment they remember forever. This moment is framed on their family neon altar with a flaming plastic red votive candle. An ancestor’s faded black and white monochrome image sees their son or daughter’s image with a white church and green mountains and wonders  ... Where is that, I’ve never seen it before, did you leave me here alone freezing with no one to feed me, I thought so, you will pay for this you ungrateful selfish child, my ghost will haunt your dreams with a dull machete  ... Caught in time.

Frozen alive, here we are, she laughed to her city friends when they gathered for tea in Hanoi. See a church. I am in front of it.

A blond European tourist wearing rubber sandals walks through the scene. Her t-shirt says, Love My Bones. She is a specialist in marrow transplants at the Children’s Hospital in Everywhere, Asia.

She smiles at every stranger along her magical story time line on steep stone trails above rushing rivers in the stream of life thinking,

when you smile at people

they don’t know you

and they talk about the smiling stranger

as they walk through nature where they live

where they are

and their walk is shorter,

or they smile back remembering others

who traveled slowly

greeting people like friends and strangers on their journey.

She was so friendly, the one with Love My Bones.

Is that what it said. Your translation skills on the fly are improving and life is so short we will smile more. Let’s practice.

Yellow sunflowers paint Van Gogh fields where water buffalo graze.

At 6:16 a.m. Vietnamese tourists pour into Sapa. They file off the bus wearing red cotton baseball hats designed for the Great Union Hotel sprawling across green hills above the church. They are a forlorn concoction of exotic creatures traveling in bunches, like overripe bananas.

The economy class of style, luxury, and pizzazz-a-lama meets the Hmong hard at work, pushing their handicrafts. Prussian blue indigo spins colors, handmade rainbows, skirts, and aprons. Blue-black tribes and flowering ethnology sings memory threads on their looms of time.

A heavy rain decorates the lake all night. Ripples dance from the center. Water echoes. 402 overlooks a mirror. Above the lake forested mountains with high granite ridges climb into clouds. Fog, water and low clouds rumble over peaks and down valleys bringing rain, fog and mist. Falling water creates whirlpools on a mirror with a steady mist. The air is clean and pure.

A three-hour road trip to the Bac Ha market south of Sapa is famous for the Flower Hmong’s colorful clothing. It’s a splendid wild nature ride up, down, through narrow mountain passes with zero visibility inside thick cold fog.

It’s pouring in Bac Ha. The market is flooded with rainbow locals huddled under blue tarps buying and selling. We return to Sapa inside clouds as twilight sweeps peaks into deep valleys hearing roaring waterfall rivers.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

 

Sunday
Sep142025

Hanoi Job

After walking through a narrow Hanoi concrete passageway and dodging motorcycles on chaotic dream streets I ate in silence with young desolate hardhat construction workers.

I visited Jasmine, 21, a tall regal aristocratic beautiful virgin with a trembling lower lip allowing her to develop English fluency and confidence. She has a university degree and works as an office girl at DUMB, an international shipping company. Their office is on the 101st floor of Ocean Parking, a silver & glass business monster with many empty offices.

Her manager, Sonny Boy, invited me over for breakfast on the top floor overlooking Lenin Park and massive traffic gridlock. He has an MBA from Hollandaise.

 

 

This is how it works in a Socialist country, he said, People are not paid enough so they figure out how to make more money by ... shall I say, using their position, their opportunity to increase their profit ...

at Level One people need to get a good education and get a job with a multinational company ...

at Level Two they need connections with the authorities, they need to move up the food chain with government people having no ethics and no morals it’s all about Survival, this is the empirical reality derived from experiment and observation and connections and facts rather than theory.

Dancing wind and lightning bolts send shock waves through the atmosphere.

Jasmine sleeps her noon dream.

Her mother cleans glass display world windows downstairs in unconscious soup zones.

A woman adjusts her bamboo hat above a face mask resting her lungs from morning’s bike pedal adventure loaded with heavy duty plastic five-gallon containers of cooking oil.

A temporary consumer boredom passes through a metamorphic Carpe Diem, 24/7 below a solace solarium.

Wagging tongues inside language laughter weave a crème silk linen blend as an old blind woman wielding a bamboo staff leads her blind husband along a narrow cement path past high cracked walls dreaming about their long lost free orphan children prospering in green villages away from the madness.

Hanoi LOUD Speakers by Tran

Garden is a green dawn. Mynahs high in early breeze whistle Living Is Happiness.

Keep your hand moving yes no maybe automatic central nervous system electrical impulses dance ink in a notebook as a Hanoi train whistle signals its approach to a crossing.

A low frequency of rumbling engines pulling thirteen green cars penetrates a thick hazy pollution cloud cover.

An authoritarian female voice echoes from rusty loudspeakers at Lenin Park.

SUPPORT YOUR FAMILY

LOVE YOUR PARENTS

REMEMBER YOUR ANCESTORS

REPORT UNUSAL BEHAVIOR

PRACTICE GOOD SOCIALIST BEHAVIOR

DO NOT PEE OR SPIT IN PUBLIC

CARE YOUR NEIGHBORS

WASH YOUR PAJAMAS

CLEAN OUT YOUR DREAMS

SACRIFICE FOR THE COLLECTIVE HARMONY

Every street corner in Hanoi wears million-year-old wired concave loudspeakers mounted on tall grey cement pilings. The city is crisscrossed by pilings, black spider wires and speakers before, during and after wars.

At 7:45 a.m. they blare out tinny indistinguishable news propaganda blather and martial music. Residents marching to new economic tunes ignore ha noise.

Making Money Is Glorious Comrade!

Impatient frustrated motorcycle people beep-beep-beep to negotiate a thin street filled with kids, elderly walkers and young exercise addicts going or coming from Lenin park after crossing congested wide boulevards as mercenary maniacs increase 125cc speed.         

Women carrying bamboo baskets filled with vegetables, bricks, recycled steel, bread and dreams mix with residents sitting on tiny plastic kindergarten forever young chairs crowding homes and store fronts, drinking beer, peeling, peeing, cooking, eating incense, screwing, living and dying.

Inside numerous open portal homes fronted by rusty gray metal accordion gates motorcycles nestle in the front room. Central parking. Volume idiot box images flickers phosphorescence, marketing, branding and economic advertising:

WE DON’T HAVE WHAT YOU WANT

WE HAVE WHAT YOU NEED

into brains and faces of comatose kids, parents, grandparents and dead ancestors. An old woman sits slumped against a doorframe staring at the box.

She hasn’t seen the sky for years.

If she looks left and up she can see a slight sliver shiver that’s it, said Tran.

Let’s eat. Let’s watch TV. Let’s look at our phones. Give up your consciousness.

Fill your stomach. Everyone is happy. Life is amazing and short.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Friday
Sep052025

Barbers

Inside a Bursa barber shop at 9:30 a.m. TV wall news blasted Kabul heavy alliterative artillery literary fire.

Dust explodes. Images flood the consciousness - trains filled with tanks, armored cars, firefights in Iraq and Syria, suicide bombers, machine guns, rata-tat-tat-tat, expose yourself for a flash of sight, aim, fire, reload, as smiling wealthy diplomats shake hands for the cameras and media propaganda value.

They gesture peaceful intentions. We agree to disagree.

Smile.

An old man gets a close shave. The barber is short, white haired with trim black mustache in a white smock, brown loafers, working the silver blade down elastic cheeks erasing yesterday’s growth. The old man closes his eyes, feeling steel blade sensations as lather evaporates his existence in a calm, gentle way.

 

A small bell rings as a man pedals his portable mango and pineapple fruit cart along a dirt road in Cambodia. Does the sound come to the ear or does the ear go to the sound, asked Rita.

*

One morning Tran and I located a street barber in Saigon. He’s on the corner of Noise & Confusion, a main drag through the heart of a swirling mass of mobile humanity. Beep-beep.

His place was bare bones marketplace essentials. He works a small corner of a cement box surrounded by a wire fence. One old comfortable broken barber chair, a lopsided table and a cracked mirror completes the ensemble. Cheap blades, electric trimmer, a straight razor, comb, and brush.

Cut black hair spills out of a green plastic bag near the gutter waiting for someone to recycle stuffing stuff.

The Dark Years

It was curious seeing the Cambodian barber open on the last day of Khmer New Year. The river town was dead quiet. Merchants and families slept in shuttered shops behind metal gray accordion sheets. A tropical afternoon sun beat down. White cumulus clouds billowed in the east. The barber had a customer. A white haired war veteran. He’d fought against Vietnam, Khmer Rouge, Death and his Ghosts.

He didn’t talk about it. He survived. Silent conversation was his destiny.

He sat in a solid steel chair staring at his reflection. He saw a long thin serene brown face and wavy white hair. A long mole resembling an inverted Buddhist pagoda hung down from the left side of his chin. The mole saved him from Khmer Rouge executioners. They were superstitious peasants. They believed he was the Devil. They released him.

He and the barber conversed in French. The thin barber had thick black parted hair. He’d lived here all his life. He survived four genocide years by killing his dreams and hiding with his family in mountains where the French later constructed and abandoned a post office, hotel and casino. All bets are off. They were The Dark Years. No one talked about The Dark Years.

The old man closed his eyes. Besides gardening and playing with his grandchildren, savoring blade sensations and ointment aromas with small talk were his simple luxuries.

Using small steel clippers the barber trimmed hair. It fluttered to a cement floor meeting piles of black hair. Electric trimmers with old frayed wires collected dust on a narrow wooden table under a fractured mirror. Hello Beauty.

After trimming neck hairs he adjusted the chair, easing him back. The old man meditated on miracles and impermanence of life.

The barber extracted a thin razor blade from a small piece of paper. He severed both ends into a soda can. Clink. He opened a wooden handled straight razor edging the blade in.

He sprayed water mist around the man’s head. Moisture refracted light prisms and dust. He trimmed microscopic hairs around the outside edge of an ear lobe before shaving above sideburns angling the man’s head with his left hand. The razor slid from temple to temple across the scalp line rasping skin.

 

He was quick, silent and efficient. Smooth artistic hands shaved skin fast and light. Short, fast and deadly. The blade danced on skin under the eyes. He wiped the blade on a white towel lying on the man’s chest. He shaved lower sideburns. He returned the man to a sitting position. The man smiled at his reflection. Hello Beauty.

The barber snapped the towel across shoulders removing dead cells. The man eased out of the chair. He removed a roll of money hidden near his waist. He peeled musical notes to the barber.

Merci. Au’voir.

He shuffled out. His son waited for him on a motorcycle. He tried to swing his right leg over the rear seat. He hesitated. He couldn’t manage it. His left hand reached for a shoulder. His frail contorted right arm was useless. The executioners broke the Devil’s arm. They wanted to hear the Devil scream.

Bursa barber. Cádiz barber. Hanoi barber. Cambodia barber. Faces shaved, haircut, clip, clip scissors, storytellers all.

All vocal music, choral tales of imaginary love, kindness, forgiveness, journeys, beauty, creativity, travel, adventure, risk, authenticity, truth and maladaptive trust with barbers.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

 

Sunday
Aug172025

Department of Truth

According to Zeynep, a scripter in the present, I speak because I am not authorized to reveal the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth or value meaning. So. Help. Me.

1. Truth is classified. The source of truth about everything is classified. I am authorized to say with complete anonymity without revealing sources that truth is filtered, compartmentalized, abstracted, excerpted, sliced, diced, parsed, fossilized and classified inside a buried locked black box.

1a. The crypto key is top-secret for your blind eyes only. Grave Digger knows the combination and algorithm. The encrypted key is not on a hacked social network site designed to distract your face, mind, heart, consciousness or Lifebook personal profile time bandit. Real friends are few.

1b. Artificial friends are aliens on life support. The key for Time is inside an arrow piercing Greater Complexity with Entropy. A woman, man, child in country XYZ carries the world on their back. They are the key.

2. Truth is a joke. The source of truth concerning jokes is classified. I am not authorized to reveal the joke, the laugh track.  If fate doesn’t make you laugh then you don’t get the joke. Your tears speak and mangle fictional truth-story. They distort and strangle it. Truth is a figment of your imagination. Literary outlaws lie to tell the truth.

3. Truth is a myth. The source of the myth is classified. Read it and weep. As Antonio Porchia, author of Voices, being authorized to speak said, Truth has very few friends and those few are suicides.

4. Truth is the Next BIG Thing. It will modify seeds providing billions of humans with a genetic food source. Eat your broccoli, walnuts and almonds. Biolabs will purify water and distribute free medicine and C-19 vaccinations to every human on Earth. Genetics will create Socratic open-ended educational dreams.

4a. Truth is a starving homeless mother pulling a heavy two-wheeled trash cart with flat tires through a dusty Cambodian town as her daughter forages in garbage containers for food, water and medicine. She is a qualifier, a split infinitive in infinity where someone’s leftovers are another’s banquet.

5. Truth will provide more than 1 billion people access to safe drinking water.

6. Truth will enable literacy for 850,000,000 million people who cannot read. Women are 2/3 of this number.

7. Truth will employ 2.8 billion people surviving on less than $2 a day. Truth will employ 1.1 billion people existing on less than $1 a day.

 

 

8. Truth will assist 70% of the people in the developing world who have ZERO access to electricity in their homes, health clinics and schools.

9. Truth is a terminal disease like peace, love and blindness.

10.Truth is a sledgehammer in Mandalay, Burma.

Love is not truth.

11. Truth is food in your stomach.

This is The Truth Channel. Game, Set, Match.

Media dumbs down sheep.

Technology eats humans.

Beauty is truth, truth beauty.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged



Sunday
Aug102025

Pay Attention

A monk asked Yang-chi.

How to escape the clamor of the mind?

Read the ancient text.

What is the ancient text?

The moon is bright in space. The waves are calm on the ocean.

How does one read it?

Watch your step.

*

Creative Hanging Out by Tran

Please put the blue sky on the white table. It is fragile and creased along the horizon.

Pay Attention.

There are:

People who want to control you

People who want to blame you

People who want to distract you

Samuel Beckett was very precise. He didn’t want theories or any level of intellectualization. He paid a lot of attention to the tone of voice and to the relationships among the characters. He cared a great deal about the silences and the pauses. It’s as beautiful as the chance encounter on an operating table of a sewing machine and an umbrella, the essence of surrealism.

Freedom is being conscious and aware enough to choose what you pay attention to and to choose how you construct meaning from experience, said David Foster Wallace.

DFW had the courage to express in absurd detail what it feels like to live, observe and experience life. He knew many humans lacked the sincerity and honesty to really voice their awareness. He gave us deep exquisite work and then checked out. He suffered from depression. Pale King.

Every feeling waits for its gesture. Gestures use people as their instruments, bearers and incarnations. Impressions exist in a distinct serene zone of imprecise calculation. Observations dance with empirical data structure. Art, symbols and metaphor.

Language is a virus, like C-19.

Blue dragonfly eyes create a lightning bolt. Flashes of brilliance in the DNA helix reveal spiritual and truth-value meaning in your play. The poetic inspiration rebels against science and math.                                 

Dancing color spectrum

Jellyfish aqua laughter smells sweet fresh cut grass

Yellow butterfly voices perspiration’s inspiration

Transparent wave energies wash your interior/exterior dream

I love to doodle, said Zeynep. It’s my meditation. Everyone doodles their noodle while splashing in their life puddle.

Good travel writing is The Art of Creative Hanging Out, said Tran.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged