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Tuesday
Oct072025

Sapa by Tran

Sapa is high and deep. Wabi-sabi - quiet simplicity with beautiful imperfections and sanctuary.

It is a small mountain town in northwest Vietnam. Population is 15,000 not including water buffalo, chicks and pigs. V chicks come in on the weekends to hustle and fuck visiting male V piggy pygmies flashing cash. The swine flu stuff fat faces and buy cheap foreign plastic junk.

The water buffalo labor in rice paddies before humans plant. The rest of the year they graze and make baby water buffalos. Picture a buffalo on the American nickel. They are genetically related from a cousin who wandered North across Siberia then East over the Bering Strait 40,000 years ago, migrating south for their winter vacation.

Mountain air is a deep awareness. Orientation in the mountain hamlet means a blue lake, white fog, empty sky, wild mind visions and a hotel room near a bus station for $10 a night.

Room 402. No hot water. Clean sheets and a thick comforter. See Eastern mountains, sunrise, rolling clouds. Paint a Zen watercolor.

Hmong, Red Dzao and Tay women sell their living art, belts, beads, bags, detailed embroidery.

Thread your memory.

Tribal migrations arrived from China, Tibet and Laos across mountains, valleys, and rivers to live in the mountains. Some moved south to farm agricultural settlements in the hunter-gather stage of evolution. Animal husbandry. Simple bamboo and wood homes if they have money. Expensive concrete details are missing from this picture of habitat development.

Kind persistent kids and adult have mastered a direct sales approach. BUY FROM ME. You look at my things. They break the ice with excellent English.

In Cambodia we break ice with a rusty hammer, said Rita.

Kids learned language from invading European barbarians. White ghosts. The French were first. Where are you from? What is your name? Where do you go today? Want to see my village? 

I wander past V restaurants. Bored Vietnamese girls trim greens, slouch in chairs, sleep with their arms curled around their head, munch junk snacks, chat with friends and digit cell phones. They drive the local economy. They drive each other crazy.

The central market zone is a deep ramshackle concrete structure with broken slabs of stone and steep slippery mossy stone steps. This ageless, timeless human community of interaction and multiple languages is a la fresco Tibetan villages. Fresh clear clean cool air is a pleasant shift after noxious Hanoi fumes. Rural village life, air, attitudes and energies are filled with tears and rivers of loss.

Below mist mountains day tripping V tourist sheep pull their weekend rolling suitcase carts. They are here to eat, gamble, sing, dance, screw play girls and buy foreign junk. They are an invading commercial army in high heels, floppy hats, sunglasses, shiny belts and lost eyes.

Blindness speaks every language.

Ignoring local girls and their handicrafts they run to stand in front of a Catholic Church to have their photo snapped off. A woman slows down in her long march toward consumerism to glance at a Hmong girl’s offerings, a handmade belt, colorful wrist wearable or a thin wallet. The wallet is thinner than the girl. Once the woman slows down she is surrounded by a chorus of voices, Buy From Me, Buy From Me. The woman dies.

Another buyer takes her place near blue tarp patchwork Vietnamese junk dealers. Watches, cheap imitation pants, shirts, and knickknacks. The eyes of Hmong youth scan customers at 6:05 a.m. offering elaborate colors and fabrics.

Sapa street theatre is filled with characters looking for a script.

Sleep deprived school kids in uniformed mass hysteria stagger uphill to a bright yellow building where a young boy pounds out a rhythm on a huge ceremonial leather skin drum. Drums remain an integral part of communication in Vietnam. Come all yea faithful, joyful and trumpet.

Two big brown dogs fuck in front of the granite Catholic Church where tourists gather for a memorial photo shoot. Local Vietnamese women marketing images and memories prowl with cameras they rent by the day. They poke and prod lost, found and blind women, husbands, boys and girls into manageable groups for the eternal moment.

The decisive moment they remember forever. This moment is framed on their family neon altar with a flaming plastic red votive candle. An ancestor’s faded black and white monochrome image sees their son or daughter’s image with a white church and green mountains and wonders  ... Where is that, I’ve never seen it before, did you leave me here alone freezing with no one to feed me, I thought so, you will pay for this you ungrateful selfish child, my ghost will haunt your dreams with a dull machete  ... Caught in time.

Frozen alive, here we are, she laughed to her city friends when they gathered for tea in Hanoi. See a church. I am in front of it.

A blond European tourist wearing rubber sandals walks through the scene. Her t-shirt says, Love My Bones. She is a specialist in marrow transplants at the Children’s Hospital in Everywhere, Asia.

She smiles at every stranger along her magical story time line on steep stone trails above rushing rivers in the stream of life thinking,

when you smile at people

they don’t know you

and they talk about the smiling stranger

as they walk through nature where they live

where they are

and their walk is shorter,

or they smile back remembering others

who traveled slowly

greeting people like friends and strangers on their journey.

She was so friendly, the one with Love My Bones.

Is that what it said. Your translation skills on the fly are improving and life is so short we will smile more. Let’s practice.

Yellow sunflowers paint Van Gogh fields where water buffalo graze.

At 6:16 a.m. Vietnamese tourists pour into Sapa. They file off the bus wearing red cotton baseball hats designed for the Great Union Hotel sprawling across green hills above the church. They are a forlorn concoction of exotic creatures traveling in bunches, like overripe bananas.

The economy class of style, luxury, and pizzazz-a-lama meets the Hmong hard at work, pushing their handicrafts. Prussian blue indigo spins colors, handmade rainbows, skirts, and aprons. Blue-black tribes and flowering ethnology sings memory threads on their looms of time.

A heavy rain decorates the lake all night. Ripples dance from the center. Water echoes. 402 overlooks a mirror. Above the lake forested mountains with high granite ridges climb into clouds. Fog, water and low clouds rumble over peaks and down valleys bringing rain, fog and mist. Falling water creates whirlpools on a mirror with a steady mist. The air is clean and pure.

A three-hour road trip to the Bac Ha market south of Sapa is famous for the Flower Hmong’s colorful clothing. It’s a splendid wild nature ride up, down, through narrow mountain passes with zero visibility inside thick cold fog.

It’s pouring in Bac Ha. The market is flooded with rainbow locals huddled under blue tarps buying and selling. We return to Sapa inside clouds as twilight sweeps peaks into deep valleys hearing roaring waterfall rivers.

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

 

Tuesday
Sep302025

Li's Little Tale

Hi, my name is Li.

I live in Sapa, Vietnam. I am a mountain trekker guide. I am almost 14. I speak excellent English.

I finished nine years of school in my village. I learned what I really needed to know on the street. What I really needed to know to survive. What I really needed to know to make money. I use really a lot. As someone said, You don’t want to let school interfere with your education. How true.

Tourists visit Sapa. It’s in the mountains close to China. I’ve never been to China. Someday I plan to go back to school. It’s good to have a plan. A dream.

I’m not talking about the hungry, angry, crazy, confused day-trippers from Hanoi or HCMC. They never talk to us. They are busy eating, drinking, fooling around with special friends at the nightclubs and buying cheap foreign products. They don’t buy from us. They buy a lot of junk. They must be rich.

They make me laugh because you can always tell who they are:

1) they arrive on big white tour buses

2) they wear bright red tour baseball hats so they don’t get lost

3) they travel in packs like scared animals

4) they stay in the government hotels and eat at local Vietnamese places

5) they ignore you

I'm talking and I speak excellent English, about the foreigners.

 

My friends and I work the street selling, politely pestering visitors to buy our handicrafts and offering guided treks, we don’t call the foreigners travelers they’re more like tourists really because they are only here for 2-3 days. It’s weird. It’s a beautiful place and they don’t stay long. They’re just passing through going somewhere else.

Everyone is passing through life.

They are in a big fat hurry. They have a vacation schedule. I think a vacation means free time. Time is free isn’t it? Someone said time is the greatest luxury.

They eat, sleep, wander around maybe trek to a local village and then, poof, like magic bubbles they disappear.

Then the tourist machine spits out more visitors for us to sell to, pester and offer treks to our village.

Some want to see the real deal. They want to experience nature. They want to experience the real Sapa. Some even stay overnight in my village which is great by avoiding the Vietnamese hotel owners and middlemen, the greedy ones after all the profit, my farming folks can make some small money.

For instance, the hotels charge a tourist $25 for a trek. So, let’s say they get 10. Do the math. $250.

I show up and take them out, down hills, up hills, across rivers, through valleys into villages and we have lunch. Then we take trails through pristine forests, crossing rivers, climbing up and down hills and I bring them home. They are happy and tired. The hotel guy gives me $5-10 because I am cheap labor. This is why I deal directly with the tourists and trekkers.

I am a smart, aggressive little business woman. Travelers are super friendly people. I’m learning English, Spanish, French, German, Chinese, Japanese, Urdu, Pashto, Sanskrit, Persian, and Italian from them since I was a kid tomorrow. I love pizza with cheese.

I learned this from tourists with cameras, Say cheese. It’s hilarious. They say cheese and freeze. They stare at a little black mechanical box. What’s up with that?

Many really get to know us. They are intelligent and thoughtful and seem to really care about us, how we live, work, play, evolve and grow as human beings. They don’t leave a mess like trash and stuff.

I’ll tell you a secret. Many of us girls stay in Sapa. We share a room for $20 a month so we can get to the hotels early and meet the backpackers who want to go trekking. We are private operators.

It’s more convenient than going all the way home which takes two hours and...you understand. My friends and I have a lot of fun in the room. It’s simple with a bed and toilet. We talk, sing songs and do our embroidery work.

I’m a great little trek leader. It's nice to do what you love and love what you do. Nature is my teacher. Life is good in Sapa. Bye-bye. 

Book of Amnesia Unabridged

Wednesday
Jan172024

After a year at TLC and a year in Indonesia he rented a room near Lenin Park for four months. Dream Sweeper Machine evidence verified life in Hanoi.

He planned to burn a hardback copy of A Century is Nothing near Hue where he was transformed. Sacrifice.

Omar said, please gift to three Vietnamese-Australian girls you meet in Ho Chi Minh before you walk to Cambodia. They’ll carry it back to Sydney. Sharing is caring. He did.

His Hanoi neighbors were Sam and Dave. Sam’s the kid. Dave is Daddy. These are not Viet names. If they were they’d be named Binh and Thin or new Yin and old Yang. 

Dave had kids so he and his wife had someone to yell at. They needed someone, anyone to take care of them in old age sleeping on bamboo recliners absorbing 10,000 dancing kitchen smells with the sweet memory of insistent incense. 

It was an arranged marriage after a three-year courtship. Her parents demanded $5,000 cash up front or no deal. Pay to play. Dave and his wife pretended to need kids so offspring would feed them later. When you’re young and naive multiple pregnancies are paramount. Accelerate production comrades.

It’s easy to produce kids in the 13th most populated country on Earth. There are ninety million hard and fast rules of parenthood according to the popular Communist Party bestseller, Produce & Consume.

Get married early the pressure is on. Honor off her.

You do not want to be unmarried, single, sad, and forgotten. Loneliness and alienation increases the chance of heart attacks, strokes of genius and arterial vestiges of debilitating forms of social upheaval and instability in a well-mannered informer-driven paranoid society. 

Extreme pressure is on females to get a husband.

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Hi. My name is Li. I am almost 14. I speak excellent English. I finished nine years of school in my village. I learned what I really needed to know on the street of life. What I really needed to know to survive. What I really needed to know to make money. What I really needed to sustain my curiosity and sense of humor. I use really a lot.

Don’t let school interfere with your education.  

More tourists than travelers visit Sapa. It’s near The Middle Kingdom. I've never been there. It’s an old civilization. Someday I plan to go back to school. It’s good to have a plan. If you fail to plan you plan to fail better. I have a dream, to be.

I’m not talking about the hungry, angry, crazy, confused day-trippers from Hanoi or HCMC. They never talk to us. They are busy eating, drinking, fooling around with special friends at the nightclubs and buying cheap Chinese products. They don’t buy from us. They buy a lot of junk. They must be rich.

 

They make me laugh. You can always tell who they are:

1) they arrive on big white buses polluting pristine air

2) they wear bright red baseball hats so they don’t get lost ha, ha, ha

2) they travel in packs like scared animals

3) they stay in government hotels and eat at Vietnamese places

4) they ignore me

No, I’m talking, and I speak excellent English among other languages about the foreigners. My friends and I working the street politely pestering visitors to buy our handicrafts, embroidery work and offering guided treks, don’t call the foreigners real travelers because they are only here for 2-3 days. It’s weird. Sapa is a beautiful place and they don’t stay long. In and out people.

Tourists have a holiday schedule. I think a vacation means free time. Time is free isn't it? A Greek guy named Arrest Throttle said time is the greatest wealth or maybe it was health. They’re related.

Anyway, they eat, sleep, wander around and maybe if I’m lucky take a trek to my village and then, POOF - like magic they disappear. 

Then the tourist machine spits out more day-trippers for us to sell to pester and offer village treks. Some want to see the real deal. They want to experience nature and the real Sapa. Life is all about meeting, engaging and establishing emotional connections with people.

It’s about how you feel not what you understand. I feel free.

 

  

 

Engage-study-activate.

Some stay overnight in my village, which is fantastic because by avoiding the greedy hotel middlemen after profit, my folks make some small money.

For instance, all the Vietnamese hotels - H’mong people don’t own hotels or guesthouses because we are free - charge tourists $25 for a day trek. So, let’s say they get ten. Do the math. $250. The hotel guy gives me $5-10.

I am smart. I meet trekkers the day before and agree to take them out at a discount before they pay the hotel. I show up early. 90% of life is showing up. I heard a foreigner say that. One said that life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you deal with it. I am a wise owl.

I take them out, down hills, up hills, across rivers, through valleys and forests into villages and we have lunch with my family. Foreigners love it. They discover how calm and beautiful nature is. They slow down. They sit and talk with my mom and dad. They take some snaps. Here we are.

Then we follow trails through forests, crossing rivers, trekking along rice paddies, climbing up and down hills and I bring them home. They are happy and tired. They are happy to pay me for their experience. This is why I deal directly with tourists and trekkers. I am a smart, aggressive little businesswoman. I eliminate the middleman, ha, ha. Does that make me a middle woman?

I live in the middle way.

I’m learning more English, Spanish, French, German, Chinese, Japanese, Urdu, Pashto, Sanskrit, Persian, Hindi, Arabic, Swedish meatballs and Italian from them since I was a kid tomorrow.

I love pizza with cheese. I learned this from tourists with cameras, Say cheese.

It’s fucking hilarious.

They say cheese and freeze. They stare at a little black mechanical box. What’s up with that? Squeeze a memory. Some really get to know us. They are intelligent and thoughtful and seem to really care about us, how we live, work-play, evolve and grow as human beings. They want to understand at a cultural level why we are considered minority savages by the Vietnamese and get screwed. Literally.

Many are super friendly. They don’t leave a mess like trash and stuff.

I’ll tell you a secret. Many of us stay in Sapa. We share a room for $20 a month so we can get to the hotels early and meet tourists who want to go trekking. It’s more convenient than walking home that takes two hours and…you understand. 

My friends and I have a lot of fun in the room. It has beds and a toilet. We talk, sing songs and do our embroidery work. I’m a great little trek leader. I am a private operator. It’s nice to do what you love and love what you do. Nature is my teacher. Life is good in Sapa. Bye-bye and good luck.

Weaving A Life V1

Saturday
Jun102023

Frozen Memory

After Saigon, Leo walked to Sapa in NW mountains.

Talking monkey tourists from Hanoi are here to eat, gamble, sing, dance / screw and buy cheap imported plastic products, said Mo and My, H’mong storyteller sellers.

Day trippers are an army in high heels, floppy hats, sunglasses, shiny belts and lost eyes. They run to stand in front of a Catholic Church to have their photo snapped off. Most ignore us.

A woman tourist slows down in her long march toward consumerism to look at my work: a handmade belt, a colorful wrist wearable, a thin wallet. The wallet is thinner than Mo.

She is surrounded by a chorus. “Buy From Me! Buy From Me!” 

The woman faints. Another buyer takes her place near blue tarp patchwork junk dealers selling fake watches, cheap pants, shirts, hats and knickknacks.

Eyes scan colors, fabrics and faces.

A park has baby red roses. A dusty historical statue stares at brackish fountain water.

Red Dzao women have bags and threaded samples spread on the ground.

“Do you want to buy from me?” said one smiling with gold teeth.

“Yes. I want to buy the mountain.” Leo pointed to the rising green western forest, steel gray granite slabs, deep shaded valleys and gray clouds skimming peaks around high deep edges rolling toward them.

“Ok,” she said. “I will sell you the day mountain for 10,000 and the night mountain for 10,000.”

“Ok. It’s a deal.”

School kids in uniformed mass hysteria and deprived of sleep stagger uphill to a bright yellow building where a young boy pounds out a rhythm on a ceremonial skin drum. Come all yea faithful, joyful and trumpet.

Two big brown dogs fuck on the street in front of the church where tourists gather for a photo shoot.

Local women armed with cameras they rent by the day selling images, reflections, memories and dreams poke and prod women, husbands, boys and girls into groups for the moment. The decisive moment they will remember forever.

Their image will collect dust near a votive candle altar and burning innocent incense feeding, appeasing dead hungry ancestral ghosts. Caught in time. Frozen alive.

 

Tuesday
Jul022019

Buy From Me

“Buy from me!” sang the swarming young Black H’mong girls in Sapa, Vietnam.

They swirled around him like dancers at the faire, like gnats around a flame.

He was on fire and they wanted to save him.

The Black H’mong wear a deep dark blue almost black indigo cloth. After it’s been repeatedly washed and dried in the sun it takes on a glistening silver metallic sheen.

They crowded around him. He was a stranger in town. A stranger goes on a journey. Two kinds of stories.

Girls carried orange and green and blue and yellow woven bags around their necks. Inside the bags they had postcards of the Red Dzao people, narrow embroidered colorful wrist bands and thin hand made wallets. The wallets had a zippered pocket inside for secret money.

“My story is to sell in the street,” said Mo, all of 10. She wore a dirty green t-shirt. Her face was smudged with dirt. Her off white broken plastic Vietnamese sandals had seen their better day.

They cost 15,0000 Dong in the market. He gave her a blue 20. “Go buy some new sandals.”

She said, “Really?”

He said, “Yes, really.”

He waited in the food market surrounded by new languages, clattering dishes, the smell of frying food and a mishmash of costumed humans.

The Black, White and Flower H’mong. Red Dzao. Tay.

Mo came back with her new white plastic sandals in a pink plastic bag. She squeezed between two slurping H’mong women and sat down.

“Are you hungry?” he said.

“Yes,” she said.

“Ok, let’s get some chicken noodle soup.”

“Ok,” she said. Delicious.

 

Mo & My